Life is never as pleasant looking as it seems..
sometimes its jus full of smiles...
sometimes its filled with tears..
sometimes its a horrific madness..
and sometimes its jus a blur...


once a speaker who gave a talk to us teachers said...
self-appreciation is a key thing in life...
SELF-APPRECIATION...
LOVE YOURSELF..
COZ U ARE SPECIAL..
U ARE UNIQUE...
THERE IS NO ONE ELSE LIKE MYSELF..
that was what he told us to say as part of the talk...
and i was wondering...
what if sometimes u jus hate what is happening to you...
and at that point of time you jus hate urself..
how then can i love myself...


sometimes i jus dunno where all this is going..
you who are my pillar of support..
sometimes crumble and fall upon me...
i envy all the people who are jus independent people..
sometimes i hate myself for being too over-dependent on things...
esp on others...
MUMMY always tell me to be independent..
but why isit tt its so hard...
solitude is nv the best thing for me...
and when i am in solitair...
i jus feel like life has jus shoved me into a dark dark corner..


when u left me linguiring like that...
it jus seemed like everything ended....
but there's always hope...
and words are always the strongest weapon to break a heart...
how can it be mend then when the cure jus seem so far away...
so distant...
so lost....


its like my breath have been taken away from me...
sounds EXAGGERATING...
only those with broken hearts..
und what it feels...
broken bones can be mend...
but broken hearts????
find me an answer....