now my turn to blog!

today is my off day pulak... and it will be over the weekends.. plus.. i asked for off this mon cuz some people also off dat day den can go out...

and.. i will work wif zai from 7am till 2pm on wed.. cuz our manager say under staff...
grrrrrrrrr... means dat we got to rush down to TPJC after work.. but.. at least work.. can get money to spend on myself and also to satisfy someone's big appetite ( ahem)

anyway.. i am super dead tired.. i haven been getting sleep of the late.. i dunno y.. i juz cant seem to fall asleep... while some one can easily fall asleep now.. seem like we are reversing our roles cuz i used to be the one who can reach dreamland faster den u can zay zzzzzzzzzzz... now.. no matter how physically battered and bruised my body is.. i still cant sleep...

oh my god.. i sound like.. i am complaining alot... and.. macam my blog like dat... hahaha... but.. at least u noe something aite aite?

and dear... relax k? do ur job properly.. i und how u feel when ur customer are not frenly... i have been shouted and cursed at by my customer.. juz keep ur cool aite?
muackz... i am here k?

After 2 days of work finally it was off day for me..alhamdullilah..i must say i'm so darn happy to have this holiday..still trying to overcome the unhappiness tt i have over the job..n the whole angry feeling..haha..but well, i guess i shall get use to it after awhile..anyways,on monday was training day..n my arrival at cpf headquarters was a really unpleasant one..and then everything tt happened or followed up aft tt sort of just didnt fall into place..they pissed me OFF!haha..well,rumours were spreading saying tt this whole customer service job wasn't like what it was suppose to be..apparently,we weren't attached to anyone of the CPF branches in Singapore..but instead...we were attached to COMMUNITY CENTRES..oh my..tt one hell of a shock came like a bullet train..it was totally not what i expected..den the second shock came..the cc tt u will be posted to may not be the same as our friends..ARGH!!WHAT the heck man..gosh,i was so darn pissed..like i agreed to this job only bcoz me n murni tot tt mayb we can get a shot at working together again aft our last job which placed us on separate shifts..n in fact..the truth was, i was posted to Bishan North CC n she was posted to Kolam Ayer CC like how are those places located near to our homes????ARGH!!!tt was the second blow of the day..n by den i must say my blood was boiling up till my neck..i guess i cld still control my anger..but then...the last blow...n tt was it...my cc was a void deck cc therefore i am only being allocated one shift..n it was from 2pm-10.30pm...OH MY GOSH!!!i have to work till 10.30pm at night..i'm like pls man..i live in seng kang n i'm working in Bishan...it takes me at least an hr of travelling time!!!ARGH!! tt was the final blow for me tt day..my face was like so black the whole day lah..even weit cant stop tellin me to give a smile..*shakes head* no weit..i cant do tt..coz when someone mess ard with me..i'll be really pissed..n tt was it..i was so pissed i didnt even paid attention to what the guy was lecturing us abt..the jokes..wasn't even funny to me..n well..i guess i had enuff for tt day..

so the next day was my first day of work..n guess wat..the first few hrs..me n my partner just cldn't stop complaining abt the job..haha..so we entertained ourselves by talking n more talking n even more talking until finally there were customers who wanted to enquire..haha..okie when it was abt talking to ppl..tt was my personal fav.. so i guess tt kept me on the mood..n it wasn't so boring after awhile..but as night time drew to a close..i guess it got a bit too quiet tt it was really freaking sitting outside the cc by ourselves..haha..the second day wasn't so bad i guess..in fact it was much better.. even before we cld settle dwn..the public started bombarding us with loads of qns..haha..it was really cool being able to help these ppl..n with the help of weit,my dear,murni n other girls working the same job as i am..i guess u guys manage to make me see the bright side of the job..haha..i shall look forward to it when i go to work again tml...haha..

love will us through the difficult time...


Thank you for changing me


I am lying in my bed
Watching the raindrop fall
A tear stream down my face
I thought how could this be
We were meant to be
How did I lose you to him?

Was it who he is or what you want me to be that i could not give
I blamed you when I fail to see all that was wrong was me
All our past was never a history cause I choose to be me

Now that you’re gone
All that is left is me
Reflecting on our story
Now it seem clear that I was not who I was suppose to be
Thank you for changing me

You made me a better man
The look in your eyes
They tell me what to do
I am going to be there whenever you need me
I will wipe away your tears
I will hold you when u fear that u cant make it though

This promise I make for you
Loving you is all I’m gonna do

Thank you.. cause I changed because of you

Boring! that's like the word of the week.....OKi....maybe apart from the other days tt i was out, the other days..it was like super BORING!! gosh....i dunno why isit dat ppl can have so much fun in their early teens when i'm like...bleargh..what am i suppose to say..haha..i myself dunno..well,unlike those privillegde few..i'm still stuck with the curfews n restrictions of mummy n daddy..i guess its not really tt bad.. i mean it shows tt they really care for me......although sometimes when they make me really mad, i can spit out any words at them without even sparing a tot at what i'm doing..but oh wells....like they always say...we children tend to be ignorant or rather OBLIVIOUS to our parents' actions...haha..oki i'm sounding like some old grandmother..anyways....mon it'll be back to work day.. first day at work...however it will just be training...which will roughly take ard 2 hrs according to the agent...but as usual life isn't made to be perfect....there are always the extras n shortages...so maybe the training may take more then 2 hrs or even less.. haha.....but i'm really looking forward to this new job...coz its suppose to keep me occupied...n not make me bored..n not make me think to much,..n allows me to earn some income..OKI...ESPECIALLY earn me the income..haha....i need money!!!...i think since i started work....i've like realised how important it is to have money.....gone have all the days where i used to argue with my mum abt giving me too little allowance...wells...i guess tt's all for now.. kinda worn out... off to bed...SNOREZZZZ..

Its just weird how life can turn out to be..some times its just filled with happiness n some times its filled with sadness..well, i guess life is filled with the opposites..i mean you can't possibly have the best of both worlds can you..one moment is like this n the next its just the total opposite of what u expect..even tt happens to a person's feelings..n feelings are such an abstract issue in a person's life..you can describe feelings..u cant see them..and what's even more bizzare is tt sometimes u dun even noe what the heck u are feeling..its just indescribable(if there's such a word)..haha..oh wells..i guess god is really great and only he knows what is going on..n its always being said that ur mind controls ur body..n what ur mind thinks,tt is exactly how ur body will react..the power of the mind..does the mind control how we feel too??i suppose so..rite..coz when u are thinking soo much..abt all ur probs n all the hurdles that life brings..you tend to be feeling the down side of life..but when u dun have any of those on ur mind..instead the positiveness is being filled, you will tend to be looking and feeling the bright side of life...gosh..how complicated can life get..actually its simple..its just that mankind has been the gift of having to feel and think..and tt's why life became complicated..anyways..every individual react to things differently..some can handle problems so easily..while some just cant get over them..n it sux when u just cant put them behind coz they keep haunting u..ARGH!..bleargh..anyway..whatever life brings..there's always a blessing in disguise..n i believe in sth called fate..n fate is the hands of the almighty god..n only He has the power to control it..

Me & Pei Yi
Shy Grace....tsk..tsk
yes miss, can i help you?
FOOD, GLORIOUS FOOD!!!

today is the day after valentine's day..nothing much happen today..haha..still slacking my butt off at home..but yesterday was a great fun time..let's see.. VALENTINE'S day..

finally the six of us..my gal pals n i..wan wei,murni,pei yi,grace,pei ru n me..we finally got the chance to like gather together n just have the fun of our lives..well, we were suppose to meet at 6pm.. but i guess as usual..gals will always be gals..some of us were early..tt's good,while some of us were just late.haha..but all was forgiven..anyway,we decided to have dinner at seoul garden..n we didnt like expect the price to be so superbly EXPENSIVE!it cost us each $27.70 for a dinner meal..haha..but hey, looking on the brightside, we get to eat almost everything that we want.. n more importantly, we just had so much fun together..NEW UPDATES: Pei ru has started her new job at CPF with a position at customer service, Wan Wei, Murni n Me will be starting work next Mon..Pei Yi n Grace still holding on at sch..MUst do well orite?Dun give up..i know the both of u can do it..anyways, Grace looked so pretty yest.. hehe..finally u're wearing a skirt gal..love it..i mean seriously love it.. n everyone was looking great..all grown up ladies..hehe..well so we took like almost everything that was on display at the food section..name it, chicken,squids,tou fu,sushi,spaghetti,fries,veggies,potato,corn..and the list goes on..haha..tt was one cool night..ate so much until we cldn't fill anything anymore before we left and walked ard.. den we wanted to take neoprints.. but guess what?pretty tokyo was like filled with couples..gosh!!so we decided to go to the one at century square instead..n phew,there weren't tt many ppl..so we took our first few shots..paid $1.50 each for the pics..haha..we didnt get enuff of them.. and since we had already spent $27.70..so why not just make it $30 spent for the day.. so we took another set of photos..haha..anyways..it was so much fun..until of course one of the pics tt we took didnt come out the way we wanted..what came out was not the pics we choose..SADS..but its alright the great fun tt we had was enuff to make us forget the little sadness..haha..

Anyways,it was a wonderful valentine's day spent with the girls.. hey, we really have to go out more often orite..need to stay as the 6 of us..its really been a long time.. but..its alright i guess, what's important is tt we dun forget one another.. n always keep this friendship goin.. YAY!!

The 13th of February..marks our 4yrs n 11mth..two hearts still beating as one..may it last till eternity..Loves him..

4 yrs 11 months and counting.....

Hope it last..

OOOuuhh... tml will be the release of the O-levels results.. memories n flashbacks of the freaky moments are returning to my mind.. but then, this will mean tt the A-level results will be out too.. OH !#$$..wat's running thru my mind now.. the big bold letters spells.. FREAKED OUT!!argh.. anyways.. putting tt aside..today i went back to kelly services again for the briefing on my new job..gonna work at CPF headquarters as a position in customer service..one thing abt the job, its contract based.. only abt 2 mths of work till early april,before i'll be jobless again..well, i dun like the idea of contract based jobs.. coz once u're done with it.. ur times up..n its even more not pleasant especially when u have been so interested in the job.. but u have no choice but to leave the place coz ur time is up.. AWWWW!! anyways,tt's life in singapore..hopefully this job will turn out as fine as my previous one.. working at shop and save was a cool experience..even though the job was just a cashier but i must say its not an easy job..what more, the chinese new year period made things even more hectic and chaotic.. haha.. lots of ppl shopping..the extended hours..n the noisy atmosphere of the supermarket..miss the ppl der..everyone..oki.. my comp is just irritating me over n over again.. cant stand it!!i'll have to reboot it soon i guess..