after reaching home at 12midnight yest..
i was jus too tired to wake up so early in the morning today..
n also partly..
coz i didnt want to wake up...
i just wanted the night to remain as it is..
but.....
mummy had to wake me up..
n as usual..
it was HOUSEWORK TIME....


went for dance prac..
like really late...
GOSH!!!
i gotta stop all these lateness habit..
its going to make me suffer...
ARGH!!!!
anyway...
full dress rehearsal today..
not so bad...
performance is in a few days time..


and...
i got bullied by my lovable parents..
i was like DARN hungry after dance..
coz i haven eat dinner...
so DADDY drove off to BEDOK to have my dinner/supper der..
BUT...
these two bunch of PPL..
who are my MUMMY N DADDY..
they rob me of my ONLY TEN DOLLARS in my WALLET...
n that's the ONLY TEN DOLLARS tt i have till i get my pay..
they were like telling me that they have no money..
so since daddy drove us der..
n mummy suggested the place..
I had to pay...
SEE LAH...
so smart rite...
hmmm....
and thankfully $10 was jus nice..
was suppose to have 50cents chg..
but daddy kept it quietly..
den he say he treat me to MACD's 50cents ice cream..
after i bought it..
he confessed saying tt it was my chg..
LIKE WHAT!!!!!!!!!
and there goes my 10 bucks..
as of now..
i'm seriously freaking cashless..
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!
ahahahahha...
and so...
i was victimised by my own parents..
BUT one thing is for sure..
I LOVE THEM ALOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
like i always do...
hehehehe...

as always...
JOHNNY DEPP is super HOT!!!!!
n he's hilarious in POTC...
finally a movie trilogy that i manage to complete watching..
coz whenever movies have its sequels...
i tend to not get to watch it in the movies or not get to watch them at all..
BUT POTC WAS A MUST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
n who cares if it was close to a 3hr long movie...
its even more worth it when the company was GREAT...


after dinner..
NIC n me went to LABRADOR PARK..
to catch the night SCENERY...
since someone said tt he will bring me there..
n the view was MESMERISING...
n nic was tryin to be the navigator of the day..
showin me the southern islands..
but sadly...
NEW ZEALAND n AUTRALIA was too far out of sight..
HAHAHAHA...
with that...
i found another place to let my worries go by..
but only you can bring me in there k??
if not it wont be a MESMERISING view..
hehehehe...


n i am HAPPY...
happiness is residing in my heart..
till sadness come again..
i will live my days with a smile..

SENTOSA SUNDAY finally arrived...
and i swear it was a freakin SUN-day...
the SUN was shining itself so blatantly...
and tt means...
good time to SUN tan...
ahahhaha...


anyways..
before that..
i had dance prac at PA today too...
it was definitely a good day today..
Y??
coz daddy offered to send me all the way der..
coz dance ended right on time when the clock struck 2pm..
and..
bcoz darling EQA was so kind to offer me a lift to SENTOSA..
since her family was headin towards SENTOSA too..
and tt definitely saved my time...
from having to take the train..
n the bus...
n risk the highest POSSIBILITY of getting lost...
HAHAHAHAH...
and...
what cld have made my day even more PLEASANT???
the company of my FAVOURITE girls...


sadly we didnt have a volleyball..
so we had to make do with whatever we have...
even though the ball was not as comparable to that of a VOLLEYBALL..
we still manage to hit it n made it fly..
ahahhaha...
but thanks to the WIND...
the ball ended up flyin to the wrong directions...
hahahha..
and then i wanted to sun tan..
but i think jus sitting under the sun for 1hr plus is not enuff to make my skin turn copper brown(as according to GRACE's suntan spray)...
n i'm addicted to the suntan spray smell..
ahahaahha...
it was...
nice...
and den....
finally...
after the sun went dwn slightly..
we finally dipped ourselves into the DARN SALTY WATER...
but its cleaner then tt of the other beaches k...
or rather...
me n pei ru went to dip into the water first...
n den we slowly PULLED dear grace n murni dwn...
N GRACE TRICKED my feelings...
made me feel guilty for awhile...
*HUMPH*
ahahhahaha....
























it wasnt till 6plus that we got out of the water..
and by then we were drenched and soaked..
after sentosa-ing...
it was off to VIVO...
to have dinner...
at SECRET RECIPE...
i must say the food there...
SUPERBLY delicious...
especially the mouth waterin CAKE...
dear wan wei was such a darls coz she decided to share the cake with me..
n my AH WEI gave me his last portion of the chicken...
n most importantly...
DARLING PEI YI offered to settle my part of the bill...
especially since i was darn BROKE alr...
*i will pay u back k???
ITS A MUST!!
u cannot reject hor...*


not long after that..
it was time to go home...
and...
i must say..
i had a GREAT WEEKEND this week...
finally...
after a long wait..
we 6 got to meet up..
full force...
it was a good day...
hehehehe
and...
nothing means much more than spendin time with the ones so DEAR to u...
i LOVE them ALLL!!!!!!!!!!!!
i JUS DO!!!
till we meet again my dears....
i'm missing each n everyone of u every single day...

when i woke up today..
i realised i was HOME ALONE!!!
my parents n bro went to my grands all the way at JURONG..
n my sis left home to go out with her frens..
n me...
ahahaha..
i was still in bed at 12noon..
i was too lazy to wake up early today...
especially since i was out the whole day yest...
with lack of sleep...
i had to make up some sleeping time..
ahaahha...


DANCE PRAC TODAY...
was kinda tired...
i slept in the bus..
n this NEH auntie who sat beside me jus cant keep her hands to herself..
she kept on banging her elbow against my arm..
make me wake up in between my nap...
SO the what lah...
i cant help but glaring at her...
anyways....
today was full dress for us ASEAN dancers..
and i think the THAI costume was very SIMPLE but NICE...
hahahaha...
simplicity...
and dear IQA n me cant stop admiring ourselves..
coz we looked like THAI twins..
ahahaaha...









tml is another day of prac at PA...
thankfully its been pushed forward to 12pm till 2pm..
tt means...
more time for SENTOSA with the girls..
ehehehe...
SOOOO FUN!!
and next week's schedule is like DARN PACKED...
my only free days are MON n THURS...
the rest...
DANCING n DANCING n MORE DANCING...
hahahahhaa....

AND...
today marks the very last day of work for me..
and part of my heart was looking forward to the 2mth break that i'm going to have..
but i cant deny the oth part of my heart who misses the ppl and children there..
however...
it was a GREAT way to end my workin period at RAINBOW CENTRE MDS..
it was semestral outing day..
and we went for DUCK TOUR!!!!!!!!!!
hehehehe...
seriously...
that may be the only time i'll take the duck tour ride...
coz its free...
hahahaha....


had to wake up so darn early in the morning..
coz i was working full day that day...
both the morning n afternoon session..
and seriously...
i HAD TROUBLE waking up..
especially since i had too much fun with the girls the night b4..
was tryin my best to drag my butt out off bed..
but i kept telling myself to wait n wait..
till....
i kinda OVERSLEPT!!!
well...
what's new....
ahahahahhaa...


anyway...
the tour was orite...
actually it was cool for me...
coz i get to go sight seeing!!!
ahahahha...
and get to noe alot abt singapore oso okie...
like....
i didnt noe that the benjamin shears bridge connects the east n the west of SINGAPORE..
i didnt noe that the esplanade thorny things were metallic to reflect the sunlight so that the interior wont get hot..
and i didnt noe that SINGAPORE was goin to built a dam!!!!
ahahhahaha....
how interesting...














the morning ride was kinda tough..
coz my dear IAN got too anxious n scared on the ride..
he cldn't sit still...
and i had to keep him safe in my arms..
so that he wont jump of the boat...
hahahahah....
however..
the afternoon ride was definitely more fun...
being with the rainbow class kids..
who were very very active n cant stop talking...
hahahha...
and my two own students were having fun of their own too...
one enjoyed the wind blowing to his face..
and the other was soooooo INQUISITIVE...
he cant stop standing up to peek at every landmark there...
how cute....


and......
the fun didnt stop there...
hahahha...
after work..
met my dear NIC...
who waited for me for close to an hour...
hahahaha...
but...
he's obviously my favourite..
coz he was soooo patient lah...
so unlike him...
been a long time since we had nights out together..
coz he's been busy finding money...
and me..
still busy with dance still..
anyways....
went to VIVO to have dinner at SWENSENS...
the ambience is DARN NICE...
and someone is so kind to me...
hahahah...
it was definitely a great night spent..
doing alot of talking...
and for me...
de-STRESSING...
though i was getting abit lagging towards the end..
coz i was like out the whole day...
in the end got bullied...
hahahhaha...
its been a very very long time since i had such a night out and jus letting it all go..
not having to worry about anything..
and jus having fun...
and these next 2 mths...
i'm going to have ALOT ALOT of FUN...
b4 i start work again...
b4 all the stress come back to haunt me again..
*this girl is going to have fun*
she's jus going to be happy......

finally...
after days of being too busy to do almost anything for myself..
i got the NIGHT out with my darling ones...
my fair princess..
my vibrant painter..
and my shining sunshine...
hahahaha....


n dear pei ru...
i wasnt THAT late for once oki...
ahahhaa...
which wld u prefer??
645pm or 8pm???
ahahahhaha....


since the girls planned to meet at 630..
i decided not to go home n wash up first...
so i jus made my way dwn to tamp...
n thankfully....
i got a seat at my favourite corner of the train...
with the glass pane...
so tt i can hibernate der in silence...
hahahha.....
seriously...
i've been too tired...
i can sleep anywhere...
i jus need sleep!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


anyway....
we jus did the usual...
alot alot alot of juicy updates...
one thing why i'm jus soooo ATTACHED to these darlings of mine..
is bcoz of how we share updates and news and making sure tt none of us is being left out...
ppl may look at it as gossiping...
but dun lie to urself girls...
every girl out der is guilty abt gossipin!!!!
but one thing abt us...
we are very upfront abt things among the 6 of us..
we dun hide anything...
coz in some way or another...
we all know abt it at the end of the day...
n i guess that's what's keepin us so close till today...
I JUS LOVE THEM SOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i really do....


i will never exchange anything for the friendship that we shared...
you all mean alot too me...
even if u get on my nerves sometimes...
or i get on urs...
i always noe for sure...
that u girls will be der for me...
come rain or shine...
*HUGGIES*

it has been a DARN tiring week for me...
alot of sleeping late...
and waking up darn early in the morning..
all bcoz of dance prac which ends late..
and having to report to sch early in the morning..
seriously...
my body cant take the tiredness alr...
I NEED A BREAK!!!!
heheheh...
but the good thing is..
nxt week is the last week of work for me!!!
den i get 2 mths break before starting work again...
YIPPEEEEEEEEEEE.....


anyways...
i got a nagging from my dance instructor yest during prac...
hahahaha...
WHY????
coz he said i look WEAK n TIRED...
and he asked me to take supplements...
EEEEWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!
mummy is like giving me BRANDS ESSENCE of CHICKEN...
n i have to forced to drink it..
what more eating SUPPLEMENTS????
hahahahahha....
but i guess what he said was true...
our body is no longer functionin as its original self..
we need all these added energy to keep us on the move....
hahahha...
darn...
i'm talking like some unpro DOC...
aahahahaha...


i was too tired n distracted yest during prac...
coz i get very frustrated when i dunno my dance steps...
jus bcoz i missed prac for a day...
and when i return..
i become lost....
n me being me...
when i'm lost i get confused and when i get confused i get distracted...
and then....
i cant focus...
sucks big time..
and tt caused me to fall off my partner's back again n again..
BUT...
thankfully...
no major fall....
but poor guy...
he hurt his shoulder bcoz of me...
*SIGH*
i need to get my confidence back on track..
but i guess after facing tt major fall once..
and hurting my hands n butt...
i kinda lost the confidence to climb up my partner again...
DARN IT....
i need to destress!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


life for me has been on its dwn side lately...
i just need the strength to move on..
and be strong...
i cant let myself fall again n again..
coz its jus SUCKS alot...
i know i can do this...
i just gotta try harder...

I finally had a DINNER DATE with the one and only BESTIE, MURNI!!!!!!!!!
yeah....
jus the two of us...
we finally got all our plans set aside...
and got the night to ourselves...
i almost tot she was going to DUMP me again...
ahahhaha..
but NOPE...
she did not....
i LOVE HER SOOOOO....
anyway we agreed to meet aft work..
and have dinner at PIZZA HUT..
i told her to take the pick between BEDOK's n TAMP's pizza hut..
n she suggested BEDOK..
coz according to her..
BEDOK one not many ppl..
den we can have some time to ourselves..
which is very true..
coz we sat there for the whole 2hrs plus..
ahhahaa...
and for the whole 2hrs we didnt even stop eating or talking...
seee how much things i had to update to her...
ALOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and we both haven eat since morning..
so we ordered a plate of pasta each...
and the HUT's PLATTER...
n guess what??
we actually manage to FINISH IT ALL!!!!
ahahahhaha
how amazing...
coz usually the bestie will be the one complainin she cant finish...
but fortunately...
she didnt expect me to gobble dwn all the food by myself..
hahahahahha....


anyway...
i finally received NIE's letter...
YYIIPPPEEE!!!!
they are offerin me the DIP in education for malay...
but before that..
i will have to under contract teachin for a year first...
well...
the bad thing abt it..
it means i'm startin work as a teacher in JULY alr...
its kinda fast...
coz i tot they wld send me to get my dip first..
but i guess there are procedures tt u have to undergo first...
but...
the good thing is...
i'm being PAID!!!
ahahhaha...
and i get a taste of teaching life before actually sent to NIE to be bonded as a teacher...
anyway...
i'm hoping n praying for the best...
N i'm VERY HAPPY tt dear MUMMY n DADDY are soo happy abt it...
their wishes came true...
n i hope i wont disappoint them...
there's still a long way to go...
i'm jus praying for the very best....

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO YOU MUMMY!!!!!!
mummy didnt want anything special today..
i offered to take her out for dinner..
but she said its okie..
instead...
she said i cld do this for her...
accompany her to the market...


hahahahah...
so yeah...
the mother's day morning was spent at the MARKET..
n if it was somewhere near nvm...
she brought me n dad all the way to BEDOK!!!
coz she wanted to eat her fav THOSEI for breakfast..
so okie....
i treat her THOSEI n bought for myself rice...
since it was almost going to be lunchtime alr..
anyway...
den we went to SHENG SIONG...
where i had to do all the carrying..
n trust me...
the basket was darn HEAVY LAH!!!
she bought like so many things..
hahahahaha..
n she can ask me..
HEAVY OR NOT??
hahaha...
i jus smiled n say no...
n obviously she continued adding things into the basket..


so Mother's day was nothing special..
since her BDAE is like nxt week...
she said save up for nxt week..
so okie lor...
nxt week den we'll celebrate..
BUT...
I LOVE HER!!!!
SHE'S MINE TO KEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the wedding bells were ringing..
on the deck of CLUB ISLANDER...
by the PAHLAWAN BEACH..
under the beautiful evening sky....
hehehhee...
anyway..
it was such a ROMANTIC wedding...
the LOVE mood was definitely in the air..
to KEEN n EDDY...
may you stay loving always...


so the SAT evenin was spent at dear KEEN's solemnisation ceremony..
but before the event..
wanna noe what happen at home before i left???
it was soooo CHAOTIC lar...
coz y??
coz i was busy wrapping her wedding gifts..
*thanks to dear MON-MON for making me bring home everything...hehehhe*
until i forgot the time..
n by then it was alr 330!!!!
n i was suppose to meet dear FAIRUZ at SENGKANG MRT at 415 lar...
where got time??????
hahahahha....
n mummy n bro were like helpin me find things...
coz suddenly...
der were no paper bags that cld fit the presents..
n i dunno where i put my shoes..
n i cant find my camera's batt...
n i cldn't decide what clothes to put on...
hahahahah...
so yeah..
i basically created a chaos rite before i left home..
BUT...
thankfully..
fairuz n i manage to reach HARBOURFRONT on time..
to catch the shuttle bus with the rest...
see how happy i am to get tt seat!!!!
hahaaaha...



upon reachin the place...
the scenery just AWED me...
n the icy cold ROOT BEER...
it was soo soothing dwn my thirsty throat...
hahahhaa...
and the ambience was jus sooo nice...
that we grabbed the bride...
and started taking pics...
hahahhha...
she was the LIME LIGHT OF THE DAY...
like DUHH!!!!











ohhh...
i've always seen couples taking wedding vows on tv...
but tt day..
i saw it LIVE...
ahahahahha...
so cool rite...
well, since MALAY weddings..
we do the vows like differently...
so it was an eye opener for me actually...
from the walking dwn the aisle..
to the vow taking...
to the signing of the marriage..
to the exchange of the rings...
AND.....
ahahahhahah...
the throwing of the flower...
we girls just tot it was fun to try n fight one another to get the bride's flower..
so when keen threw it..
we kinda tried to catch for it...
but i guess we're all not meant to get married anytime soon...
ahahahhaa..
so another lady caught it...









dinner was DELICIOUS!!!
the pasta...
the rice..
the salmon..
the swiss roll..
YUMMMY YUM YUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i think i really cannot describe the whole occasion..
it was jus undescribable...
a day well spent i must say...
though i had too much to drink..
i kept going to the toilet...
hahahaha...
and is wasnt till 9pm that the whole thing ended..
so as the couple enjoyed their night..
the rest of us went to VIVO..
and enjoyed the rest of our night there...
hehehehe....
COOLNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YEAY!!!
today i got food from ADAM ROAD FOOD CENTRE...
y???
coz daddy is very very kind to send me to work...
and as usual on thursdays...
he will stop by the ADAM ROAD food place..
so i can get my favourite serving of lunch!!
hehehe...
i think the stall is called SINGAPURA sth sth...
but whatever it is..
it serves DAMN nice food which comes in HUGE SERVINGS...
n its cheap too...
mine cost $2 today..
n daddy didnt want to pay for me...
but of course!!
he always gives in to my whines..
ahahah...


back to work again...
after 2days of MC...
and the flu is not any better yet..
the nose was leakin like a water tap lah...
remind me of that panadol cold ADVERTISEMENT..
ahahaha
n my co-teacher was sick too..
she oso having flu....
so our dear students were like...
EEEEEEEEEE...DIRTY...
everytime we blew our nose..
ahahahha
cute rite???
but they drained our energy till the last drop...


after work...
it was off to meet darling MON-MON...
met her at BUGIS...
to shop for WEDDING GIFTS!!!
not for us...
but for KEEN's upcoming solemnisation day...
hehehehe...
sth to look forward to this weekend...
n i must say....
she's a really good shopping partner...
but when it comes to makin choices my darlin dun want give in to me LOR!!!
she always wanna WIN!!
ahahahha...
and smart of her....
*GRINS*
SOMEONE SAY WILL BRING HOME SOME OF THE GIFTS...
end up who carried all the things home???
ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
coz apparently i had to wrap it...
hahahaha....
U CHEAT MY FEELINGS!!
ahahahha....
it was a fun night...
and once again...
another person saying..
i look MALNUTRITIONED!!!!
ARGH!!!
do i??
mayb coz i'm sick...
tt's y still weak...
n no energy...
but my dear AYE MON made my energy went up abit...
coz she is my definite CURE...
ahahahaha....

I'M SICK!!!!
as in for real now...
coz actually on mon..
i wasn't sick...
but since i reached home close to 10 after the chalet..
i was SOOOOO tired n sleepy that i cldnt go to work..
so i decided to get an MC..
n i got it...


UNFORTUNATELY...
god was punishin me...
coz tt night..
i began to feel different..
MY THROAT WAS HURTING...
n the next day...
I was dwn with flu n a sore throat..
but i still went to work..
coz i was lazy to go to the doc...
and apparently...
i was almost dying out in sch...
coz the soreness n the flu was really getting on to me..
like WTH!!!!
i was trying so hard to make sure that my two feet were on the ground..
i was already feeling soooo light headed...
n i felt like i cld jus fall flat to the ground anytime soon..
but thankfully i manage to sustain the day...


and so today...
was on MC again...
coz i seriously cldnt wake up..
the flu was really SICKENING...
and the wait at the polyclinic wasnt any better..
ahahhaha
but thankfully its airconditioned...
and there were adorable toddlers around to play with me..
hahaha..
coz mummy didnt want to take MC today oso..
on MON she was soo eager to take MC with me..
coz she say she oso lazy go work..
den she still had the nerve to nag at me for being lazy to go to work..
hahahhaa...


and today i got the ML doc..
hahaha..
mummy n i were debatin abt him on MON..
she said he's handsome..
n me having such high taste in handsome guys..
said tt he's not..
n so when mummy called b4 she went to work jus now..
n i told her i got the DOC IMRAN..
she cant stop disturbin me..
tellin me to look at him properly...
WHAT SIA!!!
haahhaha...
okie...
he's not all that handsome..
but got charms lah..
den mummy got jealous coz i told her that he was makin conversations with me..
askin me abt my work..
how is my work..
whether its tough..
hahahha...
aiyoh...
den i told her..
if she want him i can give him to her..
hahahha...
den she was like..
den where am i suppose to put DADDY???
hahahahaa...
how funny...
okie just some mother to daughter talk..
we talk crap alot basically...


the parents are nagging alot these days..
esp since my contract is ending soon alr..
coz if can they want me to have a perm position der..
its not that i dun want to..
but i want to cont with my studies..
irritatingly..
MOE is taking so long to send me my letter of approval..
went for the interview alr..
but now its waiting time..
n its been weeks alr...
very very scary...
n the parents cant stop sayin i'm gettin lazy to go work..
hahahaha...
partly true..
but i dun have the motivation to work alr..
if not for my students..
i wld have given up all hope...
but well...
i'm tryin to look on the bright side of things..
coz when this whole thing ends..
i'm definitely goin to miss the opp that i was given..
so must make full use of it..


*i'm torn inside..
i dunno why this happen...
life for me has always be abt choices..
very very tough choices..
now i wonder..
what am i going to do..
where shld i go...
how do i do this.
shld i stay or shld i go...
i hate this feeling..
i'm so torn..*

first and foremost...
i must say...
my weekend was SPLENDID-ly spent..
its not just worthwhile..
but its sth tt is just IRREPLACEABLE....
finally...
a 4e3 gathering...
after a super LONG TIME!!!


anyway...
that afternoon i had to attend dear AUNT's bro wedding..
so basically the wedding was my third uncle's??
hahahaha
nvm...
easier said..
it was just a relative's wedding....
after that daddy offered to stop by at PEI YI's to fetch her first..
since we were nearby...
n she had lots of things to carry...
*pei yi, dun feel bad orite??its jus the least the i cld do for u*
and then...
it was off to meet wan wei..
n pick her up from dwn twn bus stop...
though we were kinda late...
and upon reaching..
even though we were able to check in alr..
ey needed my cousin's ID as reference...
so what else???
i had to make my way back to TAMP..
meet my dear couz, got her ID n everything was finally cleared...
ALL THANKS TO DADDY!!!
coz he was extremely swit to be able to send me to n fro..


oh...
n surprisingly..
the 3 boys were early...
much2 earlier den i tot...
and then it was already getting ready time..
preparin the food..
so tt everything wld be done by 6..
and it was the start of the BBQ..
n soon...
the chalet was filled with ppl..
hahahhaa...
it was a really great night...
let the pics do the talking ya...





























anyway..
the bbq subsided at ard 1am..
when ppl started leaving..
coz they will have to walk out a very long distance..
and some had to work n go to sch the next day..
it was understandable...
but as for the remaining few...
we went all the was dwn to WEST COAST for MACD's breakfast at 4am in the morning!!!
hahahha...
basically we spent like an hr trying to decide where to go...
frm jln kayu to changi to east coast to clementi...
in the end we settled for WEST COAST...
n since MACD's breakfast only started at 4am..
we picked the furthest MACD's restaurant..
with 3 cars n a bike..
we drove our way dwn..
though we got lost along the way...
ended up in some private estate...
ahahaha...
but i guess the guys n their street directory was of full use..
coz i had my HOTCAKES n SAUSAGE for breakfast!!!!
and thanks to my dearest someone...
who have been really swit...
appreciate all that u've done...
i really really do....


it was a night filled with memories..
lots of laughter...
and turnin back times..
thinking of our great past..
some friendships are meant to last...
and i believe that ours was...
i wont take back any minute of the night..
coz without them...
i wouldnt have found greatness in friendship..
I MISS THEM ALL!!!
till we meet again...
thanks to all who have made the night a success..
and thanks to all who have managed to come dwn despite ur busy schedules...

for once a sat night wasn't spend at the CC dancing..
instead it was spent at VCH..
another night of performing arts..
but durin the start i felt like i was attendin a rock concert..
though i mus say...
I LOVE SRI MAHLIGAI..
the band is jus awesome...
anyway...
and yes...
i was late again..
4 guys waiting for a me to arrive..
so embarrassin...
haiy...
must seriously try to be early alr...
this habit is coming back to me ever since i dun go to sch or work in the wee hrs of the morning..


the show was average to me...
though there were very good use of props..
especially with the boxes n cloths..
very nice...
and i love the synchronisation..
when the moves were done all at once with such grace..














after that it was supper..
at LAU PA SAT...
hahaha...
i was very hungry actually..
coz i had a late lunch...
since the parents wasnt back home till like 4pm..
therefore didnt had dinner either...
so it was a filling supper/dinner for me..
mummy was so adorable..
she msg me tellin me to get frozen chicken in the middle of the night..
coz she bought the wrong type of chicken for my bbq...
hahahaa...
n she insisted i get them...
but there isn't any 24hr market ard la..
so i told her to just forgo the tot..
anyway its alright...
she's kind enuff to prepare the chickens for me..
and offered to cook fried noodles for tml's bbq..
tt's y i LOVE MY MUMMY SOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





*three words says it all*

i think i'm so accident prone these days..
today i got whacked in the face by my student..
obviously it was accidental..
but it was painful..
it left me teary eyed for awhile..
hahahaa...
coz he's big sized...
n the force tt was going thru his hand was obviously strong too..
and...
*WHACK*
straight on in the face..
hheheehe...
what luck lah...
mayb i needed it oso..
to wake me up from my sleepy mode..


not feelin too good today..
stomach is acting up like mad again...
feel like vomitting aft eating..
i dunno if its bcoz i didnt eat..
or bcoz i ate too much...
the pain comes n goes...
which is kinda irritating..


and today aft work..
went dwn to CHANGI GENERAL HOSPITAL again..
to visit my dear grandpa...
he's getting better..
able to get out of bed and walk tiny steps to the toilet..
hahaha...
and he's so happy...
such an adorable old man..
den he complained tt he got scolded by the nurses for tryin to get out of the ward and take a walk dwn stairs..
hahaahhaa...
well..
cant blame him..
he must be too bored in bed..
n furthermore the air con is just too cold for him...
even when i was there for the 2 whole hrs i was feelin the chill...


ooohhhhh...
n it was BUMPING into FRENS DAY...
aahahahaa..
coz i bumped into so many ppl today...
n i was told i looked like i need the nutrition..
hahaha...
i guess i'm starting to become like a walking zombie alr..
tired...
exhausted...
sleepy...
and walking dead...
haahhaha...


anyways...
i'm soo looking forward to the weekends..
its a enjoyably fun one..
coz its CHALET NIGHT!!!
heehhe...
hopefully all goes well...
as for now...
its zzzzzzzzzzzz time...

i'm still recoverin from a major fall during dance yest..
the butt n hands took most of the pressure...
caused my hand to swell n hurt alot yest...
but thankfully...
TODAY its much better...
but thanks to my sutdents..
ey had to grab me by my palms today...
which made me EEEEEKKK n OOUCCCH alot in sch..
but obviously they were oblivious to their surroundings..
hahahah...


aft work..
made my way dwn to CHANGI GENERAL HOSP..
dear grandpa was admitted in the hosp yest..
doc said he has infections in his lungs n heart..
but they are still waiting for results to confirm it..
and when i saw him today..
i was so glad tt he's looking fine..
though he's words were sad to hear..
he's accepting every single fact..
and willing to take what god's planned for him..
as for me..
i'm still tryin to accept the fact tt he's old...
and he may be taken back into the arms of god anytime soon..
its always difficult for me to hold back tears..
coz i've got such a weak heart..
which is just too full of emotions..
mummy gave me a talk yest tellin me tt i shld learn to let go of things..
and always remember tt everything that starts will meet its end..


i guess grandpa really means alot to me..
much much more den anything else...
he's always der lookin out for me..
and even if i dun see him everyday..
he never fails to check on me every week when i visit him..
he's love for his grandchildren is so pure n true..
no other love can replace it..
i just wish i can keep him by my side forever..
i'm just not ready..
not now...

it seem unbeliveable..
but its unbeliveably true..


its undeniable..
and its undeniably true..


its all about him..
and his smile..
and his laughter...
and his eyes..
and his heart..


i hope you'll stay..
not just for now...
but for always..