its the first day of TERM 2...
and guess where i am??
nope...
i'm not in sch...
but i'm HOME...
hahahahahhaah...
apparently i cldn't get out of bed...
every time i twist my body...
i'll end up feeling sharp pains on my back...
and my sides...
AND ITS STILL FREAKING PAINFUL!!!!!!!!
but much better now...
esp since the doc gave me pain killers..
and anti-biotics...
and some kinda cream to rub on my back...
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate it...
the pain is so EXCRUCIATING(is tt how u spell it)...
anyways....
THE PAIN IS SOOOO ARGH!!!!!!!
i cant even do things properly...
and the parents are nagging abt me not taking good care of myself..
GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!
pls spare the details...
ahahahhahaha....
and doc only gave one day MC...
i guess i gotta report back to sch tml...
and see my kids once again...
is tt a good thing???
hahahhahaha...
let's seeeee....


i think i had TOOO MUCH FUN during the sch hols..
coz i jus realised i spent every single day of the MARCH hols out..
keeping AYG and his MUM company...
and it was the 7th day since his dad passed away...
and it was KENDURI night..
where i had terrible back and stomach pains...
and that really made me so uncomfortable the whole night thru..
anyways...
i guess luck hasnt been on AYG's side...
he lost his dad like a week ago...
and not long aft tt..
he lost his bike...
SOMEONE....
SOME FREAKING MANIAC stole his bike...
CAN U BELIEVE IT???
GOODNESS!!!!!!!!!!!
like excuse me lah....
U THIEF ROBBER FREAKIN FUGGING FUG....
DEAR ayg cant stop expressing his sadness...
awww....
he's really going thru alot these days..
plus...
working all the way at TUAS...
its jus not a good way to start off the week..
esp with no transport..
and with me having backaches....
gosh....
its not a good way to start the week too..
but dun wry dearie...
u noe i noe...
i'll always be here for u no matter what happens...
I LURVE U SO!!!!!!!!


i hope my back will get better off soon..
its not helping me in anyway at all..
and hopefully the POLICE will find ayg's bike soon..
or THE CULPRIT will be kind enuff to return it back...
if NOT he SHALL BE CURSED FOR LIFE...
DAMN HIM...
i foresee my busy schedule starting all over again...
n tt's not fun...
HELP ME...
and PPL...
if u happen to see a LIGHT GREEN HONDA NSR on the road..
do notify me...
it'll help to ease our minds knowing tt the bike is still there...
n not lost in some foreign land...
*SOBS*

even though the doc said he had only 24hrs to live..
but he pulled thru for a whole week..
never have i ever seen..
a will power of a man so strong...
as strong as AYG'S dad..
however...
god love him more..
and HE took him away in peace on MON morning..
after struggling and putting up with so much pain in the ICU bed..
he returned to the arms of god in peace...
and dearest BABY boy is missing his dad so much..
i can see his sadness thru all his smiles..
and i salute his mum for being so brave and strong..
facing all that's happening in her life..
she loved her husband so much...
sadly to say...
every beginning has to come to an end one day..
and tt's a fact of life tt we gotta face...
but not many can accept it...
esp when a loved one is being taken away from u...
I hope dearie and his mum will be strong...
in fact they have been...
i'll always be here for u my love...
i love u always..
and no one can replace my love for u...
SMILE when u can..
and cry when u have to...
we'll pull thru this life together baby...
till eternity..
*MUACKZ*


semoga tuhan merahmatimu selalu..
UNCLE sentiasa di dalam ingatan..
walaupun jauh di mata...
tetapi sentiasa dekat dihati...
JUJU sayang UNCLE..
*salam sayang UNCLE ZAINOL BIN AWANG*

MARCH HOLS ARE FINALLY HERE!!!!!!!!
yeay....
yesterday was SPORTS DAY...
and lil did i realise that standing under the sun for 5 hrs...
cld actually cause me to get sunburned!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!
and i'm of two shades of skin tone...
hahahhaahhaa....


anyhooos...
i dun wanna talk abt sch...
coz the last day of it...
MADE ME FREAKING PISSED...


despite my busy schedule...
i got a SURPRISE MSG from my dearest WEIT!!!
yeah...
she's having her term break..
or was it sem break...
whatever it is...
it was her one week break..
and she wanted to DATE me out...
and so we did...
decided on somewhere near since we're both out of cash...
so we rode to TM...
to have our dinner...
and did our lil talking session...
hahahahahaha...
WEIT was kind enuff to fetch me from sch on her bike...
but unfortunately...
it was RAINING CATS n DOGS...
WEIT was very very kind to bring an extra jacket to cover me up...
hahahahahhaha...
AND AND...
she was kind enuff to BUY ME CHOCS from candy empire b4 meeting me..
seee...
that's a reason y she my dearest u see...
hahahahhah.....
and and...
she being a FAN of SITI...
had to buy SITI's concert tix...
hahahahhaa...
which i didnt even noe off...
i tot SITI stopped singing alr...
didnt even noe she was having a concert here in singapore..
tt's explains it all abt me n the singer...


its been sometime since i get to spent my days with my love...
the hosp has been his second home..
ever since his dad got admitted in...
everyone's jus holding on to their prayers...
and hope for the best to happen..
seeing his mum n himself so sad...
makes me break inside too...
though its hard not to get attention frm him these days..
i guess i hav to und the situation he's in...
and be good...
hehehehehe....


as for now...
i'm going to have an enjoyable hols...
coz i'm in need of one...
gotta keep myself occupied...
and relax....
HAPPY HOLS TO ALL TEACHERS out der..
GO N HAVE FUN YA!!!!!!!!!!!