The new year has arrived with 31st Dec ending to make way to the start of the January..
and everywhere..
everyone's celebrating to welcome the new chapter of our lives..
so everyone's having their new year resolution...
what are urs??

- that's my grandma in serious concentration-
- the neneks having their old people talk -

- we belong to the HARON family -

Hari raya Haji was spent visiting the grandparents..
both at the extreme ends of the country..hahaha...
first stop was the uncle's place at WOODLANDS where my maternal grandma was..
hahha..a different ambience from my place and my aunt's place at JURONG..
the family was the first ones there.. and auntie cooked a feast of nasi briyani n KETUPAT!!!
my gosh...how can i resist such delicious food????
yummy!!!!!!!

then next stop..
the paternal grand's place at TAMPINES...
I LOVE being there..
even when my mum asked me to leave aft maghrib i told her NOPE!!
hahhaa..so my dad send her home first coz she was super tired and she had to work the nxt day
and we siblings stayed on..

- HAMIZAN with us siblings -

- okie..in this shots..i was trying very hard to get a picture of my lil couz ZIKRI but he just refuse to show himself..NOTTI!! so he tried hiding behind his bro, and hiding in between and running away and EVEN biting my bro's hands..hahah..TAK PADAN KECIK!! -

- and then the bro was smart enuff to piggy back him so that he wont run away..but this boy still cant keep STILL!! hahaha..-

anyway, we were the first family to arrive there..
hahah..somehow this yr the parents took off too early..
so we ended up being there too early..
and as usual when the rest of the uncles and aunties came..
joined by their children..
the house was DEFINITELY filled with so much noise coming from all AGES..

we had mischievous boys turning the whole hse upside dwn..
they were practically making noises at the corridor and inside the hse..

- boys can also pose okie -

- "Look.. i'm superman" says both -

- the cousins pyramid -

and there were the dainty girls..who either cant get off the grandpa's kain or the ice cream that was always available inside the refrigerator..and we girls rule the place even though we were out numbered..coz y??coz we're a wacky bunch of ppl..hahaha..

- nurul act cute -
- nurul at her worse..but still cute -

- sisters taking a shot -

- yana enjoying every bit of her ice cream..she refused to share it with me!! -

- nurul ain not moving away from the grandpa -

and the uncles and aunties in deep talk or just watching the news..

- tengok ape tu??? -

- masak masak..banyak masak -

- my beloved nenek and the sis -

hahaha..n so that was how i spent my new year's eve with the people that are so close to me..and people whom I LOVE THE MOST!!!!!!!!

finally, i've gotten a change of atmosphere around here..
YEAH BABE...
DANCING MAKES MY WORLD GO ROUND!
ITS MY LIFE!
ITS ME!

i guess...its kinda late now...
i've reached to the point of like losing my faith..
maybe some r/s are just meant to be kept at friends..

and i guess as friends they shall be...
another asked if she's angry?
another said dun worry..
another just felt like expressing all her strength..
another wanted to speak..
another told her to hang on...
another asked her to be happy...

the girl says...
she's happy...
n always am happy..
no matter what happens...
its all meant to be..
she dun bear any grudges..
she dun want to be pained..
she's felt the feeling of hurt..
she just dun want to feel it again..
who says life was going to be easy..
in fact it has never been..
but she has made her decisions..
and she's not going to regret anything..
regret is not the word..
but cherish is..
she's cherished everything that has happened..
even if its a while..
or even it took a while..
she know they are always there for her..
and she loves them so..
nothing more could she ask for..
but the love and friendship tt's so strong..
she could never never ask for more...

*I HEART ALL OF YOU GIRLS*

The second day being in the new school...
it was definitely....
hahaha...NEW...
still LOST in the sea of new faces...
still NEW to the super structured n systematic management...
still MISSING the ppl from the old sch..
still ADJUSTING to the damn long train rides to sch...
hahaha...i'm practically sleeping on the train rides for the past 2 days...

Oki..yest was A RUSHING day for me..
and the rain made things so worse...
but DADDY made up for everything..
and the guy FRIEND made up for everything...
and my BODY gave way with everything tt happened tt day...

let's see...
aft the first day at sch, i had to rush off to the old sch to clear my classroom..
so left sch at 320pm..good timing to reach the old sch at 4pm..
but TOOOOOT me...left my WALLET at sch and only realising it at the MRT station..
20 mins wasted walkin to and fro...
*ARGH*
n RAIN wasn't helping..
so settled with a cab..
and der was a STUPID jam at CTE tunnel..
*ARGH*
den reach sch..
realised there were so many things to carry home..
praying hard as i was cleaning tt daddy wld fetch me aft his work..
n TA-DA there he was...
den upon reaching home had to quickly wash up and left hse again for dance prac..
but luckily, daddy was so sweet tt he decided to send me all the way to YEW TEE...
den aft dance prac..
the guy FRIEND offered to escort me home...
but someone was late...hahaha...super late...and den he forgot to charge his phone..
hahaha...he was looking for trouble...
i told myself that if the bus arrive i will have to board it coz it was close to 11..
but i guess somehow...he showed up..*KAPOOF*
was suppose to meet him at 1015pm but ended up meeting him at 11pm instead...
luckily, dance ended late and thankfully, the bus arrived super late tt day...
hahaha...so all was forgiven...

and the bed was calling me...
i cld hardly walk to it...
i just slammed my tired body on it...
and the nxt thing...
*SNOOZED*

Kak Nur: hehehe...i'm always "good"..dun u noe tt??tt's why i'm ur couz..it runs in the blood..hahah

As usual..SUNDAYs are always reserved for the couples who are getting married..n definitely,every sunday, at the void decks of the HDB blocks all around the island, there will be the sounds of kompang playing and music blasting from the loud stereos and DJs talking and sounds of people filling up the tiny space under the blocks..but THAT's the FUN thing about MALAY weddings..hehee...

but i guess it's rare to see two weddings occuring at very close proximity to one another..the last time i saw such a wedding was during my uncle and aunt's wedding..Y?coz they lived side by side..hahah..HOW SWEET!!!anyways, it was raining cows n elephants..but yet..the weddin syill went on as planned..AND oouuhh..the next door wedding had dance performance..but for my relative's wedding, they had the groom's brother's DIKIR BARAT group to perform..n the main highlight of the day( apart from washing my eyes at the cute guys ) was seeing my lil cous playing the GONG..hehehe..he was SO ADORABLE!!!!!!!!!!!

anyways..let the pics do the talking..and photos r compliments from my dear couz..*KAK NUR*
and someone gave me a surprise bdae gift too!!!thanks alot to her...i shall be missing u till den..

-the bride and groom of the day-

- ULAN's performance -

- my adorable HILMAN playing the gong -

- Nurul and ME -

- the BULLIES n the INNOCENT one -

Kak nur: Thanks for the gift..it was definitely my kinda thing..hehe..no worries..I MISS YOU LOTS..bile ni can i be attending ur wedding lak??

Wardah: Hello dear..how's my fav sis/bestie/gf doing??i'm fine thank u..but i miss u alot..shld we hang out someday??must okie??den we'll catch up on old times..MUACKZ!!

i gotta type in this entry fast..
coz for all you know the comp will just go *KAPUT*..
yupz..my comp is acting a little weird these days..
it shuts dwn by itself..and then it wont be able to be switched back on again..
*ARGH*

its finally the end of the week..
n nxt week awaits with loads of meetings n preparation for the new sch term..
tt reminds me...
i gotta go back to the old sch nxt week and clear my classroom..
the new year shall be started off with a BRAND new environment for me...
i shall look at it from a positive point of view..
*always look on the bright side of life*

anyway, sometimes i wonder...
y isit that when kindness is being laid upon u..
different ppl tend to take them the wrong way..
IT SUX when ppl see you being nice as a way to take sth to another level..
IT SUX when ppl just dun see that kindness as something that shld be appreciated..
IT SUX even more when by doing that good deed, things start to take a wrong turn and ending u up at the losing end of your own kindness...

GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i've always expected life to be complicated...
but not as complicated as what i'm going thru rite now...
someone...
i need that someone...
anyone...
i need that anyone...
whom i can trust...
and who understands me...
who knows me for who i am...
and who can love me thru all my flaws..

JUDE LAW IS EXCEPTIONALLY HOT IN THE MOVIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hehehe..i guess the whole time he was on i went gagaga all the way..he's so super MACHO n HOT!!!!!!!!!!!okie..i shall say it again..he's HOT!!!!!!!hahaha...it was perhaps wrong to watch such a movie with a guy friend..coz everytime i made a comment about the cute guys..he was like.."GIRLS!!!!"hahahaha....

anyway, again..the weather was freaking WET..so walking from the CATHAY to the LJS nearby made me n the guy friend soaking wet..even though we had an umbrella to share..but i guess it was too small..someone said that nxt time he wld bring a larger umbrella so that even if he were to shift it here n der we wont get wet..hahaha...BLUEK!!!=p

so after the movie, we went to VIVO..was suppose to have dinner there but i guess we weren't hungry so we ended up walking ard the largely enormous place..and thanks to the rain, we cldn't walk ard the rooftop..hahha..but the view of SENTOSA was SUPER NICE...anyways, we chilled out at STARBUCKS..obviously i wanted to go to COFFEE BEAN for my pure choc..but since he has been such a gentleman the whole day i gave in so that he cld enjoy his caramel n i settled for the choc frap at starbucks..

again..it was a wrong choice to be drinkin in the COLD WEATHER..coz i cld hardly walk properly after that..felt like i was goin to freeze up soon..n someone tot it was funny to see me shiver in the cold..hahaha..EVIL HIM!!!and he had a great time teasing me all the way from HARBOURFRONT to SENG KANG..ARGH!!!!i'm easily bullied by everyone..hahaha...n esp since its been a long time since i met him..he took every opportunity to bully me..hahaha...CRUEL!!!!

*the girl is still in confusion*

First and foremost i would like to make a shoutout to my dear lil sis..

because someone has passed her N-levels way out of expectations and she's finally decided to embark to the next level of education..tt's her O-LEVELS..hahaha...and congrats to you too for getting a DISTINCTION in ur maths..considering our family's bad MATHS background..hahaha..i didnt even get an A2 for my O-levels oki..n YOU got an A2 at just N-level???hahaha...SMARTIE PANTS....

anyways, the parents have already promised to treat her if she manage to get into the O-level year..and fortunately, the two lil cousins came over last night to have a 4 days 3 night stay at my place..so APE LAGI...ENJOY RABAK GILLERRR...

we went to Pizza Hut at Bedok and we had a feast der..daddy was like.."Kalau orang tak tau, orang ingat papa ade 6 anak.." hahahah...i must say i can't ask for anything better than a 'free' dinner at Pizza Hut with the family..hahaha..since i'm always having Pizza Hut meals with my frens and having to pay for my own meals..hahaha..and the ambience in the newly renovated Pizza hut restaurant just made the whole dinner more enjoyable and relaxing..

and yup..i'm owing the lil sis a treat to SWENSEN..and SHOPPING at FOREVER 21..and what else..hahaha..she's demanding so much things from me..esp since she has gotten what i asked for..tt is for her to take her O-levels..hahaha...but since i LOVE HER SOOOOOO MUCH..i shall give in..( excuse me..i'm paying for ur new set of books too k???)hahahah...

- i just can't resist feastin on the food -

- pizza hut's not complete without the PIZZA -

- enam anak papa n mama for the day -

The day was suppose to be just a visit to my aunt's place where my granny is..
but i ended up in TOWN aft that..
having dinner..

i guess plans just dun always happen the way that you have already planned..
hahaha....
it was raining cats n dogs n elephants n hippopotamous...
hahaha...it was a wet SUNDAY( so much for it being called a SUN-day..)
oki tt's lame...
anyway, met up with my long lost couz to pay our granny a visit..
was suppose to meet him on the train..but someone was late..so i had to drop off at BUKIT GOMBAK...and den board the train again all the way to JURONG...
*GRINS*

granny's fine i guess..she's still herself..
aunt asked me to come along for her 5 days trip to Langkawi..
hmm...shall see abt that..

then, met AZRI for dinner at far east..
someone was suppose to go for soccer...
but ended up at town instead coz of the rain...
went to SAKURA to have dinner..
and thanks to him..i'm bloated now..hahaha...
ppl are asking me to eat more..but i'm just refusing to eat that much..
hahaha....

*the girl needs to lose some kilos*

to you...
you're a friend when i needed someone
you're definitely someone who makes me smile
you're just the bright light in the darkness
but you're much more significant than the others
you've showed me the right in every wrong
you've been the hand that held me strong
and you've given me the hope to live on
everyday with a smile...

Let's seeee.....

i've just returned home from dance prac not too long ago..
which is more like 15mins ago...
and feeling darn sticky n smelly..
but i think i shld let myself cool dwn first by posting up an entry for the day...

thanks to dear DADDY..
i'm spared from travelling on the never ending journey home..
YEW TEE to SENG KANG....
gosh...count the seconds...no minutes...NO HOURS!!!!!!!hahaha..

dance today was again another strenuous one..
BUT....YIPPEE!!!
I finally learnt how to jump onto my partner's back..
hahaha..learnt loads of new steps..
which is making me ache from head to toe..n back up to the head again..n dwn to the toe again..
BUT...since its dancing..I LOVE IT...

you know...
i cant help but ponder upon this qns that came to me lately..
IS LOVE REALLY THAT COMPLICATED?????
you have people wanting to love you..but u just dun feel that love...
but when u want to love someone...you dunno if that someone is willing to love u back...
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wish there's a way out through all that's happening right now...
basically....
it takes two hands to clap...
and when one hand refuse to clap as hard as the other..
then it wont be the same...
and when both hands refuse to clap..
then its just a waste...
but when two hands clap together, rhythmically...
.........................................................................................................................

i wish i knew...
i wish i cld feel it again...
and i wish i cld just not think of all this...
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*the girl is in a maze of confusion and lost*

This lady has been spending WAY out of her budget...
AND SHE'S GOTTA STOP SPENDING BEFORE THE HOLE IN HER POCKET GETS BIGGER!!



hahaha...
I went to VIVOCITY with the lil sis..its the first time tt i stepped into that place coz i guess ever since it opened...alot...n i really mean ALOT of ppl have been streaming in n out of that place..n i go dizzy at overly crowded places..
BUT..since my mum requested that i helped her change the clothes tt she bought yesterday..and my hands were itching to buy new clothes..so i guess i couldn't resist going dwn to VIVOCITY..on a FRIDAY night some more...(even more ppl!!!!!)

since the lil sis knew tt place like at the back of her hands..she brought me to all the apparel shops..N i got stuck at FOREVER 21..coz they had DARN nice clothes..hehehe...bought a top from there.. den went to ESPIRIT and WAREHOUSE n ZARA..but i told myself i'm not going to buy anything from those places coz i'll end up with $0 by the end of the day..hahaha..gotta wait for the next pay..

And i couldn't resist my fav PURE CHOCOLATE from coffee bean..so we ended up sitting at the cosy couch and slurping on our drinks before heading back home..

I guess it was a wrong choice to be going to 77th street when it was closing..because, I STUPIDLY..n BLURLY...walked straight to the aluminium shutters which was half hanging..TSK!TSK!hahaha...it was darn STUPID n EMBARRASSING lah...i can't believe i cant see that the shutters was hanging halfway through the entrance..so blur me just walked rite INTO it and CLANG!!!!!!!!!hahahha...the sound was SSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOO LOUD...that everyone turned to look...SO PAISEH!!!!!!!!!n the throbbing that i felt after that definitely didnt help either..hahaha..n evil sis laughed at me..so horrible..hahaha..

lesson learnt..dun enter a shop when its going to close..HAHAHAHA...

The body is crying out loud in pain...
haahaha....
this is the cause of strenuous dance prac..
esp when its been a long time since i hit the dance floor..

gotta build confidence more..
so that i can jump on top of my guy partner..
and stay on top of his back..
n not end up falling off his back..
hahaha...

- we're just having fun-

It was a wet n wild day spent at the Jurong East Swimming pool..with the crappy siblings and couziieees of mine..hahaha..N GOSH..I LOVE THEM ALOT...since it was the school holidays..n since my parents still owe me a birthday outing..so they decided to bring us for a splash at the pool..

-again the crazziness is in the blood-

- boys can be cheeky too -

- myself -

It was DARN hot when we arrived..and i tot i was going to get sun burned even before i went into the pool..but then as the aft passed..dark clouds started gathering above us..BUT...thankfully, god was kind..He didnt let the rain poured for the whole 4hrs that we were there..so we were just wet due to the pool water..n not the rain..*GRINS*

anyway, the boys bullied me..AS USUAL..i was on the float..n they so CRUELLY tipped me over wanting to drown me..and then they pulled me to deep area knowing tt i'm scared of the deep waters..CRUELTY!!!hahaha..but they were still my adorable blood beings..n i'm so happy to have them around me...

and obviously after swimming..the boys will be hungry..so daddy brought us to Bedok banquet for dinner..n i ordered the chicken chop coz that is the only place tt serves nice and my kinda preferable chicken chop among all the 'banquet's that exist..

soon after..it was HOME SWEET HOME...

N today..another physically challenging day awaits for me at dance prac...
*STRETCHES*
my body is aching from head to toe...
hahahaha...