i think WENTWORTH MILLER is having an effect on me...
hahahha...
or rather i'm soo darn addicted to PRISON BREAK..
i just cant get my eyes off the comp every night..
and after 45mins of every episode..
i will ask if i shld carry on to watch the next..
well...
i guess temptations got the better of it..
haahhah...


ITS a friday...
ALREADY!!!!!
haahha...
so glad...
so happy....
the weekends are here...
anyway...
i've got just a few more days left to do all the submissions of Uni applications..
basically the payment as well..
and darn it...
cld have done so just now if not for the long queue at the FREAKING ATM MACHINES at compass point..
frustrating seh...
and den the navigations were darn hard to navigate thru..
so not user friendly..
hahaha..
mayb i'm just not scrutinizing it properly..
ahahha...


okie...
shall go back to PRISON BREAKING now...
the SCOFFIELD n BURROW addiction is coming back..
hahaha...
but...
tiredness is getting onto me..
hahaha..
*YAWNS*

after a week of not blogging..
I'm back..
feeling tired and shagged as always..
Last week marks the first week of the new term..
and believe it or not..
i'm already looking forward to the holidays..
seriously..
work is taking it toll on me..
sometimes..
its good that u are earning money for urself..
but i guess my mind and body and soul..
*SHAKES HEAD*
nope...i dun think i'm ready for this yet..


anyways..
met my darling ones today..
and yes..
the girl was late again..
but i guess now the girlfriends were smart enough to order for me too..
however...
somehow..
my baked pasta got stuck in the oven i guess..
coz at first it was..
"pls wait for 20 mins"...
and then...
"let me check for you"
but they didnt came back to me with baked pasta..
ooh ohh ohh..
den this cute waiter came along...
hahahaha...
GOODNESS...
he's smile melt my heart instantly...
and then all was forgiven for awhile...
but after another long wait..
grace kindly asked for me again..
and this time..
it was...
"pls wait another 6-7 mins..ur baked pasta is now in the oven"
*grumbles*
like my goodness...
haahha...
ooohh ohhh...
but then the cute waiter was the one who served me my baked pasta..
and once again...
all was FORGIVEN...
ahahahhaah...
and did i mention...
finally MURNI appeared in the scene...
hahaha...
and wan wei joined us after that..
can see the tiredness in her eyes...
so poor thing..
dun wry k??
after ur exams i promise u we will chill out together k??
*HUGZ*


anyway..
had to leave the girls aft dinner...
to meet up with my dear sayang..
hahaha...
and my day was oki instantly...
sadly half of my day has already gone bad...
hahaah...
dance prac again tml...
new performances coming up...
gotta start moving the butt...
its getting too lazy...
*GAWD*

today when i wake up...
i realised something...
ITS A SUNDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
n you noe what that means?????
tmr is already the start of the new school term..
means...
start of work...
NO NO NO...
i must be psych up to go to work...
cannot start the week all dreadful...
so BRAIN....
start thinking of happy tots...
and find a happy place...


*the only happy place now is in his heart*
hehehheh...


yesterday or rather today...
when i was about to finally go to sleep...
guess what i heard??
birds chirping...
and when i look out of the window..
guess what i saw..
there were streaks of sunlight...
and tt was when i checked the time...
it was 5.45am in the morning..
and i was just about to get into bed..
hahahah...
coz someone was kind enuff to call me at 2am in the morning..
hahaha..
and i swear...
i cant stop smiling when i woke up...
though my heart was breaking like shit that night...
all bcoz of what's happenin ard me lately..
but i guess he made it all better...
and trust me..
i dont talk to ppl till that long..
unless its an exception..
was suppose to call the bestie..
but she fell asleep...
HOW COULD SHE????
hahahaha...
and now she ask me to call her at 1230++ tonight...
hahaha...
YOU better be awake u bestie...
if not i'll call u till u wake up...
though i noe ur hp is in silent mode...
EVIL!!!!!!
hahaahahha...




i would like to silently confess my love for you....

it was definitely a crazy night for the both of us..
coz i think the RAMEN 10 ppl had a huge effect on us..
coz whatever she did...
i'll start repeating her actions..
and whatever i did..
she started repeating my actions..
you know like how the RAMEN 10 ppl always like to say tt JAP greeting..
when one says it den the rest followed..
and it will sound like...
BLAh-BLAH-NYONYA-DORA-AMEy-BLAH-BLAH...
hahahaha...
weet and me were laughing everytime they did that..
coz we were trying so hard to figure out what the exact words were..
but i think we ended up hearing DORAEMON..MONKEY..and other stupid words that we cld possibly make out...
hahahaha...


and the bestie psycho-ed me to go shopping...
DAMN IT...
i cannot be asked to go shopping..
coz when the words shop pass thru the ears and into the brain..
esp when i'm surrounded by loads of shops...
i will end up shopping..
but thankfully..
i realised my pay still have yet to come in..
so i minimised the spendin and just settled with a top and bottom which cost me $34...
hehehehe...


anyway..
a great way to spend my holiday week...
coz i've been out since tuesday..
and everyday it was with a different person...
but sadly...
i cant make everyone happy..
coz i had to turn dwn some of the frens offer to go out..
der's only 7 days in a week..
and i cant go out on all 7 days..
coz weekends are my family days..
so its left with weekdays..
and there are only 5 days in a weekday..
so i cant make do with so many ppl in 5 days...
i really gotta apologise..
sry....
but there's always a next time..
and as long as i'm still alive..
there are other times...
hehehee...

let me tell you a story..
got this from a fren's blog..
its in malay..
but i shall translate it and still make it as meaningful as it was..


Once upon a time LOVE and FRIEND walked along a path..
suddenly LOVE fell into a well..
why?
because LOVE is blind..
but at the same time FRIEND followed suit and jumped into the well..
why?
because FRIENDS would do anything for LOVE..
in the well, LOVE vanished..
why?
because LOVE is so fine, easily lost if not treasured, what more in a well so dark..
whereas FRIENDS will continue to search and wait for LOVE..
why?
because FRIENDS will remain true and will always remain behind even in our darkest times..


to FRIENDS..
you mean so much to me..
so dear to me...
that you will always be kept in my heart..


to LOVE..
i'm want to feel it again..
with him..
the right one..
who's willing to give me love the way love is meant to be given..
love me with sincerity..
and i'll love you with all that i have..

KARYA night was definitely a night to be remembered..
the first performance for me as i embark on my DANCING journey in AZPIRASI..
the flashing lights of all hues..
the swirl of smoke...
the sound of pure music..
which forms the heartbeat of the dance...
and the dancers...
which forms the crux of the performance...
as we await silently back stage...
for the turn...
the music playing in our ears, our hearts, our mind and our soul..
and when we're up there...
the lime light is ours...
to dance and show them...
what we are...
what we're made of...
AZPIRASI is us...


the day started off as early as 10am...
was suppose to meet FARAH at 915..
but we both were late..
more or less i was later...
hahaha...
cant blame us...
rehearsal ended darn late the day b4...
so from 10am-3pm...
the hours were spent doing up final touch ups of the hall..
and arranging of chairs..
it was very tiring...
i guess during our last rehearsal for the day..
even cikgu said that he cld see our tiredness from our faces..
BUT...
no no...
we didnt let it fall thru during the show..
and hahaha...
being new in professional dancing industry...
doing make up and getting ready within 1hr all by myself was definitely not my FORTE..
hahahaha...
and so...
soon enuff...
the show began...
SERIOUSLY...its been a darn long time since i felt so darn nervous and freaked out...
sadly..
everything ended in just an hr and a half...
time past sooo darn fast when we're having fun...


it was a night to be remembered..
a good start...
and i wanna say thank u to all my darls and frens for appearing tt night..
met so many unexpected ppl...
but very familiar faces..


still waiting for pics..
will upload some when i get them in my grasp..
heheh

it the girl's off day today..
but still...
she had to go to sch in the wee hrs of the morning..
y???
becoz she forget to bring home her precious notebook..
which has all the KARYA tix n money and oth info in it..
my goodness...
i'm getting sooo forgetful these days..
actually i've always been very forgetful..
but these few days its getting very very habitual..
i cant even remember where i put things which i took out a few mins ago..
i forgot to put my kid's book bag into his bag after taking it out yesterday..
den i forgot where i placed my kid's book when its been on the shelf all the while..
i forgot to bring my notebook home..
den i forgot where i placed my ez link card..
and the most weird thing was..
i kept my pen inside my bag...
and a second later when i needed it again..
i cant even remember where i put it in my bag..
it was GONE!!
hahaha...
so weird...
den this morning..
i forgot to bring my precious hp...
which made me turn back home to get it...
and now...
i cant remember what else i forgot..
hahhaha...
anyway...
i do remember today is my REHEARSAL..
tt's why i took the day off..
coz continuous dance prac for the past few days..
have worn me out bad...
i dun even have the mood to do anything alr..
all that i noe is tt i wanna get this done n over with..
and enjoy my one week hols..
gotta meet my other twin later to pass her the remaining tix..
if not she cant come..
and then...
gotta go to BUGIS to buy my body suit..
and then go for dance..
everything in one day...
*GAWD*

PUBLIC TRANSPORTS ARE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO PUBLIC!!!!!!!
so does that mean it gives people the rite to do anything they want??
even violating people's PRIVACY?????????
FUCK OFF LAH U GAWD DAMN IRRITATING FREAK!!!!!!
a few weeks ago it was some guy throwing a fugging paper at me with his number written on it..
and TODAY....
A FUGGING PSYCHO GUY took pictures of me using his phone..
LIKE MY GAWD!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so STUPID SIA...
even if u want to take photos..
do at least off the camera sounds...
IT WAS SOOOOOOOO FUGGING IRRITATING!!!!!!!!!!!
and guess where that man came from???
WOODLANDS!!!!!
what's up with the woodlands station man??
isit like infested with sooo many psycho maniacs????
this chinese guy just appeared from seat and sat rite in front of me...
and he was like using he's nokia 5300 phone and directing it rite in front if me..
at first i tot maybe he was taking pics to try out his new phone..
den i realised...
he not only took one pic..
he started taking again..
and again..
i got so damn uncomfortable i felt like screaming...
den thankfully a woman stood in front of me..
and blocked him...
and then...
when the train was reaching YEW TEE, he began to position his cam at me again..
and when two women walked past, he like held his phone back..
i'm like HELLO????????
its like so GAWD DAMN OBVIOUS CAN?????????????
den i quickly stood up and walked to the door...
and guess what he did???
he actually had the GUTS AND BALLS to move and turn and aim his camera towards me..
SO FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MY GOODNESSSS!!!!!
i cant believe such ppl exist..
and seriously...
i'm freaking out...
really really freaking out...
this is why i hate going anywhere alone..
coz i easily get HARRASSED!!!!!!!
why cant i have some peace????
*GOSH*

~be my saviour and i'll be urs~

finally the long wait has ended..
THE RESULTS ARE OUT...
and...
my phone jus couldnt stop ringing and beepin with calls n sms..
suddenly i was busy like a phone operator..
hahaha...
but i had to apologise for not being able to reply all of u at tt instant..
coz i was at work..
and i decided to only check my results aft work..
hahahha...


so here they are..
D-geography
O-Economics
A-Malay 'A'
C6-GP


and i swear..
i cant stop laughing when i got my results..
and each time ppl ask me abt my results..
i cant help but laugh...
i must say i improved..
but how can i say tt to ppl when i got an O...
ahahah...


my previous year's results was
E-geography
E-econs
C-Malay
C5-gp
ahahha....


i dun think i wanna talk much abt the results...
like what the fren told me...
there are other options available..
and i'm not going to close on all possibilities..
to keep things short..
NIE here i come...
though i'm hoping a miracle wld happen which will allow me to go to NTU/NIE..
but even if i dun get it...
NIE dip is definitely fine with me...
coz tt's what i've been eyeing for the past few mths...


so ppl...
u can say what u want..
i noe i've done my best...
and i'm SOOOO fortunate for what god's given...
its much much better..
and i can never ask for more...


to all my dear frens..
congrats on the achievement u got..
for those who didnt make it..
dun fear..
its not the end of the world..
k???
i was once put through tt situation..
i und the disappointment..
take ur time to get hold of it...
but move on soon k??
whatever it is...
i'm always here for u ppl...
*HUGS*