Journey into my life
Sunday, April 29, 2007

WACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its a SUNDAY!!!
and guess where i spent my SUNDAY???
at PA..
dancing..
hahahha...
*BANGS*
as usual, it never starts on time..
and neither does it end on time..
ahahahha...
but it was alright..
finally the ASEAN dance is finished..
though i was having the most toughest time today..
coz i could not grasp what the CHINESE instructor was teaching..
coz he showed the steps TOO FAST!!!!!!!
and then he started explaining..
seriously...
i was already LOST!!
hahahhaa...
for a slow person like me...
FAST is way out of my league..
SERIOUS seh...


anyways...
yesterday morning went for a swim with the lil darling..
my bro was pesterin me none stop..
waking me up from my sleep..
he kept on coming in and out of my room askin me to take him to the pool..
HAHAHAHA...
and well..
cuteness in him made me fell for it..
so went to the HOUGANG swimming complex at 1130..
and we swam till like 130..
and yes...
we were kinda tanned aft tt...
but cool..
and i was sooooo tired after tt..
i went back home..
ate lunch..
and fell asleep..
and obviously...
was late for dance..
though i planned to come abit later..
but not so late like 8pm..
ahahahha...
and cikgu made me climb up his son!!!
okie..
as in i had to do a pose up on a guy's shoulder...
was wobbly and not confident abt it..
but i guess i need to boost this confidence of mine..
n must also think of the guy who's supporting me..
if i dun have the confidence..
not only will i fall..
but he will too..
but i guess...
I CAN DO THIS!!!
hahahhaha...
i know i can...



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siimply CHOCOLATY;
[11:38 PM]-


Saturday, April 28, 2007




HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY!!!
TEATER TARI ERA's performance at Victoria Concert Hall..
Another splendid show well spent on...
furthermore with dancers that were so into the mood of the night..
and a choreographer with the creativity n experience that's undescribable..
the night was a blast..
When i see these experienced dancers up on stage..
they simply AWE me with their every move..
and they make mistakes seems right..
and tiredness was foregone..
they emotions and movements were all that mattered..
anyway..
shall not say much..
let the photo's do the talking..
though its a bit blurred..
coz i didnt had any flash on..
hahahaha...

















after the show, we hang out at MAC at boat quay..
me being a fan of SCENERY..
was so fascinated by the night view of the boat quay area..
really NICE LAH!!!
romantic spot for the lovers..
hahahhaa...
for the first time..
it was close to 1130pm..
and i'm still not on the train home..
but thankfully DADDY is always KIND enuff to pick me up at any point of the country..
especially since it was KINDA late already..


enuff abt tt..
turning to life right now..
as in MY REAL LIFE...
ahahhaha...
not able to blog much these days..
especially on weekdays..
Y???
coz the girl's schedule is PACKED...
and tt means not having able to do alot of things..
coz if its not work..
its dance...
and by the time i reach home its kinda tommorow alr..
and i need to catch up on sleep..
if not i start to be a walking ZOMBIE...
MUMMY's nagging at me for having panda eyes..
n she's doing her job as a mummy by taking care of me..
hahahha...
so cant sleep late on weekdays alr..
but today is an exception!!
coz its a FRIDAY night..
n tmr no work...
so can wake up later...
ahahahha...


*YAWNS*
okie...
i'm gonna sleep now..
the weekend is loaded with dance prac...
need to replenish the energy...
hahahhaa...



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siimply CHOCOLATY;
[3:06 AM]-


Sunday, April 22, 2007


*YAWNS*
the mood is VERY TIRED rite now..
two straight days of dance prac..
yesterday was at PA..
and we were practisin at the carpark..
which was filled with darkness..
though there were lights..
it didnt helped much...
ahahahah...
and the carpark was very stony..
and running from one point to another was a rough and bumpy one..
ahahah..
coz we'll be steppin on the stones and running on uneven surfaces..
the ASEAN dance is almost done i guess..
still got to have more people on scene..
and next week prac at PA is on TUES n SUN..
*GAWD*


and today's prac..
i'm not involved in the traditional dance..
but was there still to dance...
and be entertained by the LIL one..
aint she cute..
now not only can she walk but also talk..
as in baby talk..
GOO-GOO-GAA-GAA..






okie...
enough about dance...
let's ponder about life at this moment...
yesterday..
as i was lying on the carpark road..
and lookin up at the sky..
it made me realise something...
that i shld live my days to the fullest..
Enough with all the mourning and feelin dwn shit..
LIFE = UPS + DOWNS
sometimes i really wish for that someone to appear in my life like NOW...
but i guess searchin for the right one doesnt mean you will get it..
so i'm done searching..
i shall wait for him to come to me..
i gues LOVE is such a complicated word..
4 letters to make a word..
and 2 people to make it happen..
but yet sometimes it just doesnt...


its been a few mth now...
and guys have entered and left my heart..
sometimes you dunno when its right until u realised its too late..
and sometimes we realise the wrong of others too soon before ours..
but FAITH is all i have right now..
at some point in time i feel tt its wearing out..
but i'm jus holding strong..
coz even if i dun have him...
i have HIM...
the almighty god...
n i love HIM even more than anything else..
only HE noes the pain i'm going thru right now..
i just hope all this will go away...


and i'm wishin for you to come by n stay by my side..
forever...



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siimply CHOCOLATY;
[12:39 AM]-


Thursday, April 19, 2007

okie...
i am IRRITATED!!!
coz damn blogger no want to upload my pics properly..
hahahaha...


anyway..
i'm back dancing again..
actually it was just one day of not dancing lah..
coz i was sick to the stomach..
n in the head..
IRRITATING...
mummy did not allow me to get out of bed..
coz she according to her..
never dance one day wont die..
but i were to get out of bed i might die..
ahahahha..
WHAT ONLY....


okie...
enough of the rubbish talk from mother n daughter..
yesterday met up with my two darlings..
talked abt the chalet..
and plans...
hahahahhaah...
N GRACE as usual...
was the main crapper...
WHAT DUCK to bbqq????
haahhahaha.....
she wanted duck instead of chicken...
DOTZ!!!!!
but of course PEI YI n me were more sensible..
so we blatantly IGNORED HER!!!
ahahahahha...
and i am OFFICIALLY BROKE...
with only 4 bucks left for the next 5 days...
okie...
someone..
give me a suggestion who i am going to survive on 4 bucks???
ahahahahhaha....
its okie...
i shall outwin, outplay n outlast for the rest of the 5 days..


n SHUK pangseh me today...
MUST REPORT TO EVERYONE...
hahahaha...
SHUKRI PANGSEH ME TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!
n made me send the wrong messages...
ahahahaha..
though it was not his fault..
it was just me...
not in the right frame of mind when i'm tired..
suppose to meet him at woodlands den go dance tog..
but dunno where he ended up going..
haahahha..


okie...
today is kinda endless rambling..
coz i'm jus feeling cranky rite now...
so need to express some crankiness to the public...
must share share..
ahahahaha..
DAMN IT!!!
i'm going bonkers already...
DOTZ...



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siimply CHOCOLATY;
[12:29 AM]-


Friday, April 13, 2007

As i was going through my tag board..
i saw this..


peiru: BOOO!!!! you've been TAGGED by ME!!! come and read my blog for details!!!! =)))


*GRINS*
so i was tagged by my NEH-NEH MUSHROOM BUN..
hahaha..
MAN!!!!!!!!!!!
see lah...
now ppl will noe my weird stuff..
though weird is my MIDDLE name..
okie..
enuff crapping...
here are weird side..


INSTRUCTIONS
This is what you are supposed to do. Cut and paste if you decide to participate in the tagging game. Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. At the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog.

1) I'm a HUGE HUGE fan of ELMO!!!!!!!!yesh..I LOVE that BIG FURRY RED THING..when i see it i go GOO-GOO-GAA-GAA..n i will always watch him on ELMO's world on SESAME STREET..


2) I'm SLOW.


3) I LOVE to keep myself busy and tire myself out. FIND tt weird?? some ppl think it is.so it is..


4) I SNORT when i laugh. NOPE, its not a pig that u hear. Its just me snorting away at some joke.


5) I DUN eat RED MEAT. not against it, but i just dun eat it.


6) I love TRAIN rides n BUS rides. will take them from one end to the other end. and sometimes use them as my sleeping bed. coz i'll sleep when i'm on my way to places.



there you go..
my weird side..
hahaha..
so now i'll look for the victims..


TAGGED BY ME:
NORMAN, SHUK, SARAH, MY TWIN(JULAIHA), SHERINAH, WARDAH



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siimply CHOCOLATY;
[1:15 AM]-


Wednesday, April 11, 2007




the week has been VERY VERY busy..
with loads of things to do..
and my daily scheduled packed like shit...
anyway, it was the SYF week..
and so i went back to TPJC to offer my services to the girls..
haahahha...
n it was a crazy WED lah..
was suppose to be at TPJC at 630am..
but the SLEEPING BUM here cldn't wake up..
so ended up reachin sch at 730am..
hahaha..
and the bus was leaving at 8am..
WTH...


the girls were superbly pretty..
i love their costume..
and this time they had more ppl coz the JC1 n JC2 combined..
unlike my year..
where it was a purely JC2 affair..
but we rock like shit lah..












lucky food was being packed..
and cikgu was kind enuff to pack for the seniors food too..
so aper lagi..
HANITA and me were like enjoying our so called breakfast..
but it was too heavy for breakfast coz it was fried noodles..
haahhaha...
anyway...
as usual..
CIKGU will be the cheperone..
and she'll start making sure tt everything went on smoothly..
hhahaha...
so TPJC was supposed to report at 9am..
but somehow there was a jam n we were kinda late..
cikgu dah start to panic..
ahahahha..
and it was cute, the way she started directing the girls to go straight to the holding area..
seriously..
overall..
all schools did show alot of improvements..
but sadly..
the judges expectations were extremely high this yr..
none of the schools got a gold..
what more GOLD with honours..
*SIGH*


after that..
it was off to work for me..
and guess what..
i was LATE!!
ahahahaha...
DARN IT...
took a cab from tamp all the way to MARGARET DRIVE..
and it cost me 15 bucks lah..
but still late...


and after work..
was off to dance prac..
dancing n more dancing..
police week performance is coming up in june..
n were doing an ASEAN dance..
tog with the PA dancers..
and its really fun..
hahahaa...
though practices are really getting my life all packed n busy..
but its aite..
coz its making me forget my worries..
though at some point of time..
i tend to get all occupied and not concentrating on what cikgu was saying..
ahahahaha...
but...
overall..
i'm having a good time at dance..




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siimply CHOCOLATY;
[12:25 AM]-


Saturday, April 07, 2007

OH YESS...
the long awaited GOOD FRIDAY hols finally came..
*GRINS*
a great time to take a break from my SUPER BUSY SCHEDULE..
n the GIRLFRIENDS are definitely the best people to make me forget my worries..
and indeed they did...
SUCH A WONDERFUL night spent just soaking in the night ambience..
hehehehe...

time to meet(supposedly) was 2pm..
but unfortunately plans dun always go as scheduled..
ahhaha..
coz dear AI TING was late for tuition today..
which made me end the tuition session late..
and thus, had to push back the meeting time to 230pm..
but still..
yours truly was still late..
hhahahaha...

lunched out at Long John's at CS first..
den made our way dwn to MARINA SQUARE where the window shopping began..
n as usual..
Singapore is a super small country..
so meetin familiar faces were soo common..
and among all ppl i bumped into SHARIFAH NORASHIKIN eating at BREEKS..
ahahhaaa...
the difference was...
she wasn't alone this time..
she had a partner eating with her..
a guy some more..
ahahaha...
someone was leaving me out of her personal life...
*BANGS*

highlight of the day..
I GOT A NEW BAG...
my long awaited bag..
n i wanna THANK DARLING GRACE..
coz she offered to pay half of it..
as a birthday present for the year..
aahhaha...
it was early..
but what the heck...
I REALLY APPRECIATE her thoughts..
seee...
one major reason why i LOVE HER sooo...

after dinner..
went walking from the ESPLANADE to the MERLION..
hahaha...
I actually LEAD people to places..
what a surprise..
hahahah...
coz i usually get lost easily..
so i follow people when i go out...
but PEI YI wanted to see the MERLION..
so i offered to bring her der...
and SHE WAS HAPPY!!!
ahahahha..
yeah....
I love it when i make ppl happy...
its a satisfaction guaranteed...



-CAMWHORING MOMENTS extremely cranky n originally us-







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siimply CHOCOLATY;
[2:12 AM]-


Thursday, April 05, 2007

yesterday my colleague was very kind as to give me a lift to chua chu kang MRT..
in her brand new TOYOTA WISH..
and as she was showing us..(all 6 of us passengers)
the functions of her car..
I WAS TRULY AMAZED!!!!
and once again the dream of wanting to own a car of my own started playing in my wishful mind..
ahhahha...
my MAZDA rx3..or rx6..to fit the whole family..
hahahha...


and at the same time...
the temptations of getting my bike license is really bugging me..
i can just go ahead with it...
BUT....
my dad is not so keen of it...
coz he wants me to take my driving license first...
BUT...
i laid out the fact tt its expensive to get a car..
n gettin a bike is kinda affordable...
BUT....
the parents just want me to drive..
instead of riding...
AND....
when i told them of my suggestion to buy a family car...
obviously the dad gave me a thousand n one reasons why its not a good idea since his van is coming in handy for now...
hahahhaha...


anyway...
its been two straight days of dancing..
the arms n legs are tiring out..
and i'm getting worn out again..
sleep through the train has been a peaceful one...
hehehee..
coz i'm too tired..
i just basically knock out rite den n der...
thanks to SHUK for dinner today..
though i was starving already...
hahahhaa...
BUT I APPRECIATE THE EFFORT....
ALOT....
as i arrived at the CC...
i saw NABIL eating McChicken..
n if he was my bro..
i wld have taken a big bite from him...
today IBU taught me thai dance...
SHE'S darn cute..
hahahahah...
i'm so in love with her...


tried to make bookings for the chalet yest..
but i guess luck wasnt on my side..
it was a credit card mode of payment..
like DUH!!!
and the chalet days were going off very fast...
i guess the chalet may just be prolonged...
ahahhhaa...
but....
hmmm....
if there's a will then there's a way..
i shall look for tt way...
sry ya peeps...
this thing is not easy for me...
worse come to worse...
i'll jus have to pay as a member of the public..
which means more...


*DREADS*



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siimply CHOCOLATY;
[1:05 AM]-


Tuesday, April 03, 2007

the monday blues was getting on and all over me..
yeah..
practically dragged my feet and butt off bed to go to work..
tt's when happen when over the weekends..
my sleeping time is 4am in the morning..
and waking up time is at 12noon..
sounds terrible???
yeah...
i'm a terrible girl...
but this terrible girl is responsible for cleanin the hse and doing the cooking..
but yet...
she gets nagged at almost all of the time...
NAH...no worries..
its in my immune system already..
hahaha...


but rite...
work today was not as bad as most of my MONDAYS...
coz my kids were adorably loving to me..
not giving me tt much of a hard time..
hehehehehe...
i am the COMMANDER in chief..


HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY...
hehehe...
WATCHED TMNT WITH the two darlings..
i rushed off from work early so tt i cld be early..
and indeed i was early..
FOR ONCE!!!!
ahahha...
n for once...
i showered in school b4 meeting the girls..
coz if not i usually make the effort to take the trip back home to freshen up..
but since the movie started at 710pm...
i cant possible do so..
hahahaha...
TMNT was superbly great man...
reminded me of my childhood days when i was sooo into the turtle..
but over the years i outgrew them..
n i always had a thing for LEONARDO..
n RAPAEL..
n MICHELANGELO...
n DONATELLO..
hahaha...
anyway...
bottom line...
it was ANOTHER GREAT SUPERHERO MOVIE..
apart from spiderman..
and X-men...


and i oso managed to get for the bro pressie for a certain someone..
hehehe...
I WAS DAMN EXCITED LAH...
hahaha...
call me nuts...
but i get soo HYPER N EXCITED when it comes to gettin ppl presents for their other half..
even if she dun like it...
i like it..
ahahah...
so its alright...


i finished watchin prison break season 2 from ep1-21..
the finale is coming up very soon...
TOO FAST....
i haven got enuff of it...
i hope there is a season 3..
i wanna watch some more...
hehehe...
anyway....
i'm on the fence rite now..
i dunno which side to fall onto..
one says take it slow..
the other says move on and find ur happiness..
but both side can lead to my happiness..
just that i dunno what lies ahead...
damn...
I HATE UNCERTAINTY!!!!
*F......*



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siimply CHOCOLATY;
[12:25 AM]-


Sunday, April 01, 2007

DANCING makes me go nuts..
seriously...
when i hit the dance floor..
all my worries disappear..
and all the crankiness start taking over..
ahahhaah...
n resulted in me wearin my shirt inside out..
n IBU had to realise it for me when i salam her..
and she had to say it so 'discreetly'...
tt it made me turn red like an apple lah...
ahahhaha...
FARNI woman...
she gets easily worked up over HEROES(as in the drama)..
hahha..
and i cant stop making her feel annoyed abt the whole prison break n grey's anatomy thing..
hahahaah...
super cute lah..
she will go like...
"tak mau talk to you all lagi lah..."
hahahah...
IBU..IBU...
love her to bits n pieces..


tarian today was superbly cool..
love the songs..
love the steps...
love everything abt it...
hehehe...
SHUK if u r reading this..
i didnt have the heart to kill u today..
coz i was too busy eating..
hahhaah
MAKAN!!!!!!!!!!!
anyway...
ur presence is important..
u CLOWN!!!
haahahha..


well...
yesterday..
aft work and a long decision making on the train..
i decided to chop off my hair..
YES!!!
FINALLY!!!
hahaaha...
and then went on a dinner date with the mummy..
she rob me of my NASI AYAM PENYET lah...
was suppose to meet daddy n the bros to take a trip dwn to CHANGI VILLAGE..
but she got me first...
hahahah...
but thanks to her..
she made sure i paid off my UNI application fees..
coz i was busy fussing tt the queue is long n ppl are waiting..
and there she was teachin me not to be bothered by it..
coz like she said..
some ppl oso use the ATM machine for a very long time..
so its retribution to them..
ahahha..
LIKE WHAT?????
*GOODNESS*


*i'm floating on cloud NINE*



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siimply CHOCOLATY;
[12:06 AM]-


THE GIRL



JulaihaY
11 DEC 1987
20 year old
Saggitarion
sister of 4 adorable siblings
sugar_candy_ju87@hotmail.com

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loves her FAMILY
loves her GIRLFRIENDS
loves her BABY ZUL
loves DANCING n DANCING n more DANCING
loves the colour BLUE
loves her SONY ERICSSON W910i phone(sth very precious to the lady)
loves BAKED PASTA SAUSAGE MANIA
loves COFFEE BEAN'S PURE CHOC
loves NACHOS -oouhh the cheesy lil thing
loves ELMO
loves SURPRISES -lil ones, big ones
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