Oh how UTTERLY BUSY life has been for me...
till i am so OUTCAST and out of touch from my SOCIAL life..
N I SO HATE IT...
i dun have time for my friends..
i dun have time for my family...
i dun have time for shopping...
i dun have time for movies...
(that reminds me..when was the last time i watched a movie???)
i dun have time for dates...
i dun have time for TV...
i dun have time for SIGHTSEEING...
n i dun have time FOR MYSELF...
(ayg...u do realise i didnt mention you in the list...hahhaha...coz i always have time for you)
HAHAHAHAHAHAH......


TMR marks the DAY of the FINAL YEAR MT EXAMS...
whether my kids can make or break it...
its being determined aft tmr...
when i receive the load of papers back to do the marking....
GAWD!!!!!!!!
i've never felt sooo nervous for an exam...
especially since I'M NOT THE ONE taking them...
WHAT is up with me....
oh wells...
i can just pray for the very best for all my darling ones tmr....


anyways..
this very post is for someone soooo DEAR to me...
nxt to my AYG she's the one who bring SUGAR CREAM and MALTS all over and around my life..
I LOVE HER to BITS AND PIECES...
and no one can deny that....
people may not believe it...
BUT i noe she does...
friends come and go just like that...
BUT she sticked to me more stronger than glue could...
she stayed when i was dwn...
she was there when my world turned its back on me...
coz among the bed of ROSES...
she's the one who stood out...
and never failed to make me smile...
even when i'm the MOST mad at her...
she never stopped being there...
coz she's not jus A FRIEND...
BUT A SISTER...
and also A LOVER...
oh yes i lurve her...
no words that ever describe them anymore than my feelings can...
people wont understand it...
coz they dun feel the things i feel...


TO MY DEAREST GIRLFRIEND EVER...
even in the most BUSIEST of times...
never say that i wont be there...
never say that i dont care...
never say that i'm not aware...
never say that i'm not there...
coz for you i'll go the distance...
for you i'll climb every mountain...
and for you i'll swim the deepest ocean...
i'm sry that things caught in the way...
with my life getting a new start...
and my days getting numbered with the severe amount of things piled onto me...
i may be packed like forever...
but forever is uncomparable to the eternity that we share...
i'm not jus here for you today, tomorrow and yesterday...
but i'm here for you always...
dun be afraid to tell...
coz silence wont bring good..
dun be afraid to share...
coz keeping wont mean your're understood...
even if its not to the world...
i hope i can be that tiny piece that u will hold...
coz distance can keep us apart...
time can cause us to part...
but OUR HEARTS will always remain since the day we start...
you came to me as a stranger..
but i dun want you to jus be a friend...
coz u're more that jus that...
and you noe how much you mean to me..
i hope u're recovering well...
dun do this to me the next time...
i dun care if i have to be worried sick for you...
but i dun want to be the one who has to be the reason for you to not want to say..
friends can keep things from each oth...
but u're not jus a friend...
u're more than that...
and you noe it...
be good...
and do tkcr of urself...
i hope we'll get to spend time very soon...
coz i long to see your smile again...
STUDY HARD...
let me noe when if anything crops up okie...
YOU BETTER!!!
no more hush hush....
*HUGGIES*


~ specially for the girl who's been with me for all these years
MURNIATI BTE MOHD ZAINULDIN

when the sch opened again...
aft one week off since it was PSLE marking week...
what can i expect...
THE WORK LOAD jus kept pouring n pouring..
first and foremost...
with the SA2 exams being jus NXT WEEK...
and the HARI RAYA CONCERT being on the FRI...
plus....
alot of marking to do...
and making sure that the students get back all their FILES n necessary papers..
trust me...
its jus SUPER HECTIC WEEK...


anyways...
highlight of the week..
THE HARI RAYA CONCERT...
my dance girls were...
OH WELL...
alright i suppose...
since they are all NEW BEES...
AND SO FRESH FROM THE OVEN...
they know nuts abt dancing..
i guess i gotta give credit to their efforts at trying to put up a good show..
after weeks of training them..
and after weeks of making sure they get every step right...
fortunately the whole concert went well..
firstly early the morning...
didnt go for lessons..
coz i had to doll up the girls..
and the first time...
i realised..
that making up for 14 girls were such a TEDIOUS task..
thankfully there was dear SHARIFAH n the PARENT VOLUNTEERS..
who were there to give the HELPING hand..
hhahhahaa...
and this is the OVERALL RESULT...
TA-DA!!!!!!!!!!!!








and as if the day wasnt enuff...
in the afternoon..
the girls had to go to JAMIYAH HOME to do a performance there..
and i was still left with an EMPTY STOMACH..
since i didnt have anytime to squeeze for a short lunch...
BABY'S gonna nag at me if he noes...
a teacher's job is not jus in a classroom..
but like everything...
hahahhaa...
i guess it wasnt such a bad thing to do...
entertaining a group of old folks...
they were sooo cute and adorable..
and very very SPORTING..
they werent shy to sing and dance..
and they were very smart too...
hahahahha...
so never underestimate the OLDIES...


and i tot i cld reach home ASAP..
BUT NO!!!!!!!!!!!
i ended up reaching home at 7.30 PM...
and den having to rush off to meet the REST..
for JLN RAYA tt night..
it was a DAY of FUN n LAUGHTER n TIREDNESS...
thankfully RAIZAL drove...
so we went jln raye in his car...
and it was a great experience being with my colleagues...
FUNNY bunch of people..
they make my days in school a wonder..
ahhahahahha...

FINALLY...
after a mth of fasting...
HARI RAYA came...
and RAMADAN passed even without realising..
and THIS RAYA...
we have a NEW BORN to our FAMILY...
hehehehe...
i got a new BABY COUZ...
oh how adorable she is...
YEAY!!!
an added girl to the outnumbered girls in the family..
hehehehhe...
and as always...
raya was BEST SPENT at NENEK n DATUK's place at TAMPINES...


headed off to the west to my maternal grandma's place..
and it was KETUPAT DAY!!
coz every stop...
i savoured the delicious ketupat and the dishes tt came with it..
OH HOW YUMMY!!!
but none can beat the delicious dishes at my paternal GRANNY's place..
yeah...
its OBVIOUS i show FAVOURITISM...
but what the heck...
i love them to bits n pieces...
hahahahahha...
and the OMAR family gathered on this very day..
to spend raya together in HAPPINESS...






































and...
its been a whole 3 days of going out..
visiting...
n visiting...
and more visiting..
hahahaha...
cant help the big family that my parents have..
but sadly...
I DUN GET MONEY this yr...
thanks to the being employed...
hahahahahha...
OH WELLS...
its orite...
my childhood days are over...
though some kind aunts n uncles still manage to slip the green packets into my palms..
and insisting that i take them...
so well...
good things cant be pushed away rite..
so jus take them willingly..
ahahhaha...
and its a good one week break for me..
since its the PSLE MARKING days...
but that doesnt mean i got off days lor...
still must go back to sch..
to get the P1 registration done...
but its a good break..
coz i dun see my kids for a week..
hehehehhe...
and when sch reopens..
its examination time!!!!
ARGH!!!!
the stress and pressure is ON!!!
till den...
SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL...
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN...


and to my dearest sayang...
i miss you so...
thursday will determine the chg in our lives..
hahahahaha...
even if its not...
jus dun give up orite...
MUACKZ!!!

after a VERY VERY long time...
finally i MET my LOVE...
yeah...
its been very very long..
since the DAY FASTING start...
till TUESDAY...
and i saw him...
my charming lil darling...
hahahahha...
and as usual...
i made him wait...
COZ...
someone wanted to meet at 630...
when i ended sch at 530...
*GRINS*
and so we went to town...
to have a simple dinner...
or rather breaking fast...
tog with his frens...


and if that day wasnt enuff...
somehow..
the luv decided to take off the next day too..
and well...
opportunity are meant to be taken rite???
this time we break fast at HARBOUR FRONT...
had my fav chicken rice...
and we had SUPER DELICIOUS BEN & JERRY's...
hehehehehe...
YUMMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and when its harbour front..
i jus cant resist chilling out ard vivo..
with the company of my darling...