sometimes i wonder...
should i still be the person that i am...
people say that chg is good..
i wonder...
should i chg???
and be a new me??
or jus remain...
and be the person i've always been...
OH FUCK...
what the heck...
life has been pretty hectic for me..
with all the FREAKING ups and dwns...
i mus say...
work isnt such a breeze...
with all the exams FINALLY over...
its time for the MARKING...
and RESULTS...
and lots and lots of DATA entry..
and annoying admin work...
oh how i hate them...
but i jus gotta do them...
like it or not...


sometimes i wish i cld jus speak out what's on my mind..
but ppl have feelings too..
n its always much easier to take care of the needs of urself...
as compared to the needs of others..
taking care of another person's wellbeing..
is never easy...
like the saying goes..
you cant please everybody...
and it esp SUCKS when u cant even please the one closest to u..
and it SUCKS even more when all that's happening is jus misund...
why does the word MISUND even exist...
which SMART ASS invented the word with such a meaning...
i hate MISUND...
coz it means...
u're never understood...
and IT SUCKS...
SUPER SUCKS...
but what can be done...
sometimes we win...
sometimes we lose...
but what the heck...
till den...
i'm done with today...
DONE WITH EVERYDAY...