Oh how UTTERLY BUSY life has been for me...
till i am so OUTCAST and out of touch from my SOCIAL life..
N I SO HATE IT...
i dun have time for my friends..
i dun have time for my family...
i dun have time for shopping...
i dun have time for movies...
(that reminds me..when was the last time i watched a movie???)
i dun have time for dates...
i dun have time for TV...
i dun have time for SIGHTSEEING...
n i dun have time FOR MYSELF...
(ayg...u do realise i didnt mention you in the list...hahhaha...coz i always have time for you)
HAHAHAHAHAHAH......


TMR marks the DAY of the FINAL YEAR MT EXAMS...
whether my kids can make or break it...
its being determined aft tmr...
when i receive the load of papers back to do the marking....
GAWD!!!!!!!!
i've never felt sooo nervous for an exam...
especially since I'M NOT THE ONE taking them...
WHAT is up with me....
oh wells...
i can just pray for the very best for all my darling ones tmr....


anyways..
this very post is for someone soooo DEAR to me...
nxt to my AYG she's the one who bring SUGAR CREAM and MALTS all over and around my life..
I LOVE HER to BITS AND PIECES...
and no one can deny that....
people may not believe it...
BUT i noe she does...
friends come and go just like that...
BUT she sticked to me more stronger than glue could...
she stayed when i was dwn...
she was there when my world turned its back on me...
coz among the bed of ROSES...
she's the one who stood out...
and never failed to make me smile...
even when i'm the MOST mad at her...
she never stopped being there...
coz she's not jus A FRIEND...
BUT A SISTER...
and also A LOVER...
oh yes i lurve her...
no words that ever describe them anymore than my feelings can...
people wont understand it...
coz they dun feel the things i feel...


TO MY DEAREST GIRLFRIEND EVER...
even in the most BUSIEST of times...
never say that i wont be there...
never say that i dont care...
never say that i'm not aware...
never say that i'm not there...
coz for you i'll go the distance...
for you i'll climb every mountain...
and for you i'll swim the deepest ocean...
i'm sry that things caught in the way...
with my life getting a new start...
and my days getting numbered with the severe amount of things piled onto me...
i may be packed like forever...
but forever is uncomparable to the eternity that we share...
i'm not jus here for you today, tomorrow and yesterday...
but i'm here for you always...
dun be afraid to tell...
coz silence wont bring good..
dun be afraid to share...
coz keeping wont mean your're understood...
even if its not to the world...
i hope i can be that tiny piece that u will hold...
coz distance can keep us apart...
time can cause us to part...
but OUR HEARTS will always remain since the day we start...
you came to me as a stranger..
but i dun want you to jus be a friend...
coz u're more that jus that...
and you noe how much you mean to me..
i hope u're recovering well...
dun do this to me the next time...
i dun care if i have to be worried sick for you...
but i dun want to be the one who has to be the reason for you to not want to say..
friends can keep things from each oth...
but u're not jus a friend...
u're more than that...
and you noe it...
be good...
and do tkcr of urself...
i hope we'll get to spend time very soon...
coz i long to see your smile again...
STUDY HARD...
let me noe when if anything crops up okie...
YOU BETTER!!!
no more hush hush....
*HUGGIES*


~ specially for the girl who's been with me for all these years
MURNIATI BTE MOHD ZAINULDIN