I NEED MY HAPPINESS BACK...
i dun like this feelin tt's takin over my heart..
MY HEART IS TEARING like nobody's business..
i cant let this sadness take over..
NO!!!!
i dun want to be sad..
i want to be happy...
SOMEONE MAKE ME HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


hahahhaahah...
okie....
i'm jus giving out randomness...
coz i'm still not being myself lately..
i think once u fall sick..
it kinda drains all ur energy frm u...
and all ur life....
but the energy is slowly coming back..
i guess..


was half dead at dance today...
coz y??
everytime when i dont work out for a few days..
when i come back..
i will feel like i've run MILES!!!!!!
cant breathe...
cant stand straight...
cant talk...
cant walk properly...
coz i'm jus trying to catch my breath...
like seriously tot i was going to pass out again...
BUT NO NO!!!
i told myself i am not going to...
i need to get my vibes back to normal..
n for the first time...
i danced....
i didnt feel like i'm myself..
i love CIKGU...
coz y...
coz he can see thru me n into my mind...
he noes there's sth botherin me...
ehehehhe...
but i feel bad...
i cant give him 100% when he needs me to...
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!
frustrated!!!!!!!!!!!


PPL....
i'm fine now...
SO TAKE ME OUT PLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i need to keep myself occupied...
NEED IS THE WORD...
ahahhaahahha....


i need my dear2 too...
he's too busy lookin for money...
hahahahha...
n i'm too busy doing nothing...
i need money too...
i need to buy things...
MY SLIPPERS r asking for a chg..
MY BAGS r askin for a chg too...
n my HAIR...
asking for a haircut..
but no money....
HOW?????
*THINKS*