it has been a DARN tiring week for me...
alot of sleeping late...
and waking up darn early in the morning..
all bcoz of dance prac which ends late..
and having to report to sch early in the morning..
seriously...
my body cant take the tiredness alr...
I NEED A BREAK!!!!
heheheh...
but the good thing is..
nxt week is the last week of work for me!!!
den i get 2 mths break before starting work again...
YIPPEEEEEEEEEEE.....


anyways...
i got a nagging from my dance instructor yest during prac...
hahahaha...
WHY????
coz he said i look WEAK n TIRED...
and he asked me to take supplements...
EEEEWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!
mummy is like giving me BRANDS ESSENCE of CHICKEN...
n i have to forced to drink it..
what more eating SUPPLEMENTS????
hahahahahha....
but i guess what he said was true...
our body is no longer functionin as its original self..
we need all these added energy to keep us on the move....
hahahha...
darn...
i'm talking like some unpro DOC...
aahahahaha...


i was too tired n distracted yest during prac...
coz i get very frustrated when i dunno my dance steps...
jus bcoz i missed prac for a day...
and when i return..
i become lost....
n me being me...
when i'm lost i get confused and when i get confused i get distracted...
and then....
i cant focus...
sucks big time..
and tt caused me to fall off my partner's back again n again..
BUT...
thankfully...
no major fall....
but poor guy...
he hurt his shoulder bcoz of me...
*SIGH*
i need to get my confidence back on track..
but i guess after facing tt major fall once..
and hurting my hands n butt...
i kinda lost the confidence to climb up my partner again...
DARN IT....
i need to destress!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


life for me has been on its dwn side lately...
i just need the strength to move on..
and be strong...
i cant let myself fall again n again..
coz its jus SUCKS alot...
i know i can do this...
i just gotta try harder...