i'm still recoverin from a major fall during dance yest..
the butt n hands took most of the pressure...
caused my hand to swell n hurt alot yest...
but thankfully...
TODAY its much better...
but thanks to my sutdents..
ey had to grab me by my palms today...
which made me EEEEEKKK n OOUCCCH alot in sch..
but obviously they were oblivious to their surroundings..
hahahah...


aft work..
made my way dwn to CHANGI GENERAL HOSP..
dear grandpa was admitted in the hosp yest..
doc said he has infections in his lungs n heart..
but they are still waiting for results to confirm it..
and when i saw him today..
i was so glad tt he's looking fine..
though he's words were sad to hear..
he's accepting every single fact..
and willing to take what god's planned for him..
as for me..
i'm still tryin to accept the fact tt he's old...
and he may be taken back into the arms of god anytime soon..
its always difficult for me to hold back tears..
coz i've got such a weak heart..
which is just too full of emotions..
mummy gave me a talk yest tellin me tt i shld learn to let go of things..
and always remember tt everything that starts will meet its end..


i guess grandpa really means alot to me..
much much more den anything else...
he's always der lookin out for me..
and even if i dun see him everyday..
he never fails to check on me every week when i visit him..
he's love for his grandchildren is so pure n true..
no other love can replace it..
i just wish i can keep him by my side forever..
i'm just not ready..
not now...