I'M SICK!!!!
as in for real now...
coz actually on mon..
i wasn't sick...
but since i reached home close to 10 after the chalet..
i was SOOOOO tired n sleepy that i cldnt go to work..
so i decided to get an MC..
n i got it...


UNFORTUNATELY...
god was punishin me...
coz tt night..
i began to feel different..
MY THROAT WAS HURTING...
n the next day...
I was dwn with flu n a sore throat..
but i still went to work..
coz i was lazy to go to the doc...
and apparently...
i was almost dying out in sch...
coz the soreness n the flu was really getting on to me..
like WTH!!!!
i was trying so hard to make sure that my two feet were on the ground..
i was already feeling soooo light headed...
n i felt like i cld jus fall flat to the ground anytime soon..
but thankfully i manage to sustain the day...


and so today...
was on MC again...
coz i seriously cldnt wake up..
the flu was really SICKENING...
and the wait at the polyclinic wasnt any better..
ahahhaha
but thankfully its airconditioned...
and there were adorable toddlers around to play with me..
hahaha..
coz mummy didnt want to take MC today oso..
on MON she was soo eager to take MC with me..
coz she say she oso lazy go work..
den she still had the nerve to nag at me for being lazy to go to work..
hahahhaa...


and today i got the ML doc..
hahaha..
mummy n i were debatin abt him on MON..
she said he's handsome..
n me having such high taste in handsome guys..
said tt he's not..
n so when mummy called b4 she went to work jus now..
n i told her i got the DOC IMRAN..
she cant stop disturbin me..
tellin me to look at him properly...
WHAT SIA!!!
haahhaha...
okie...
he's not all that handsome..
but got charms lah..
den mummy got jealous coz i told her that he was makin conversations with me..
askin me abt my work..
how is my work..
whether its tough..
hahahha...
aiyoh...
den i told her..
if she want him i can give him to her..
hahahha...
den she was like..
den where am i suppose to put DADDY???
hahahahaa...
how funny...
okie just some mother to daughter talk..
we talk crap alot basically...


the parents are nagging alot these days..
esp since my contract is ending soon alr..
coz if can they want me to have a perm position der..
its not that i dun want to..
but i want to cont with my studies..
irritatingly..
MOE is taking so long to send me my letter of approval..
went for the interview alr..
but now its waiting time..
n its been weeks alr...
very very scary...
n the parents cant stop sayin i'm gettin lazy to go work..
hahahaha...
partly true..
but i dun have the motivation to work alr..
if not for my students..
i wld have given up all hope...
but well...
i'm tryin to look on the bright side of things..
coz when this whole thing ends..
i'm definitely goin to miss the opp that i was given..
so must make full use of it..


*i'm torn inside..
i dunno why this happen...
life for me has always be abt choices..
very very tough choices..
now i wonder..
what am i going to do..
where shld i go...
how do i do this.
shld i stay or shld i go...
i hate this feeling..
i'm so torn..*