*YAWNS*
the mood is VERY TIRED rite now..
two straight days of dance prac..
yesterday was at PA..
and we were practisin at the carpark..
which was filled with darkness..
though there were lights..
it didnt helped much...
ahahahah...
and the carpark was very stony..
and running from one point to another was a rough and bumpy one..
ahahah..
coz we'll be steppin on the stones and running on uneven surfaces..
the ASEAN dance is almost done i guess..
still got to have more people on scene..
and next week prac at PA is on TUES n SUN..
*GAWD*


and today's prac..
i'm not involved in the traditional dance..
but was there still to dance...
and be entertained by the LIL one..
aint she cute..
now not only can she walk but also talk..
as in baby talk..
GOO-GOO-GAA-GAA..






okie...
enough about dance...
let's ponder about life at this moment...
yesterday..
as i was lying on the carpark road..
and lookin up at the sky..
it made me realise something...
that i shld live my days to the fullest..
Enough with all the mourning and feelin dwn shit..
LIFE = UPS + DOWNS
sometimes i really wish for that someone to appear in my life like NOW...
but i guess searchin for the right one doesnt mean you will get it..
so i'm done searching..
i shall wait for him to come to me..
i gues LOVE is such a complicated word..
4 letters to make a word..
and 2 people to make it happen..
but yet sometimes it just doesnt...


its been a few mth now...
and guys have entered and left my heart..
sometimes you dunno when its right until u realised its too late..
and sometimes we realise the wrong of others too soon before ours..
but FAITH is all i have right now..
at some point in time i feel tt its wearing out..
but i'm jus holding strong..
coz even if i dun have him...
i have HIM...
the almighty god...
n i love HIM even more than anything else..
only HE noes the pain i'm going thru right now..
i just hope all this will go away...


and i'm wishin for you to come by n stay by my side..
forever...