HERE I AM...
back from dance prac..
i think der's really something wrong with me up der..
the head is throbbing pain again...
cant the headaches just go away??
what causes headaches actually??
MUMMY always tell me coz of my lack of sleep..
really??
hahaha...
maybe...
coz i'm definitely not an early sleeper...
but i'm not so much of an early waker oso..
so what's the PROB WITH MY HEAD?????


anyway, A's results will be out in 5 days time..
seriously....
MAN...
i've never felt so scared n nervous ever...
even on the last results day...
it was like a lil nervous..
but not so much...
basically my results are the ONLY determining factor now..
coz with that...
i can finally DECIDE what i want to do..
coz planning out my decisions..
but if it doesn't happen..
its such a heartbreak..
so i shall just hope and pray for the BEST..
and also be prepared for the worse..
i gotta pull myself thru this...
hopefully...
i can do this...
and hopefully...
i get what i want...
*OH GAWD*
the wait is seriously killing me...


can i say life is such a mysterious thing???
i think my life is..
coz for one moment it goes this way..
the next moment..
it just sway to another corner..
and sometimes...
u noe what u want out of life..
but sometimes..
u just have these DOZEN(no MILLION) qns in ur head...
which CANT BE ANSWERED..
and the more u search for the ans..
the more qns start appearing...
ppl always tell me that they got loads on their mind...
i wonder how alot is alot??
isit alot like mine??
coz when the girl's brain starts thinking..
it cant stop...
and tt's precisely one reason y i gotta keep myself occupied..
so who cares about being tired or busy all the time..
just as long as i'm not sitting ard doing nothing..
tt's when the mind starts coming up with loads of weird qns...
its like sometimes when i pray...
the mind starts talking of the most weirdest thing..
no wonder they call it devil's play...
hahahha...
am i CRAZY???
do u ppl have ur mind talking to u too??
pls tell me i'm not crazy..
coz i'm still sane...
and still living life as a normal human being...
hahahha...
just tt maybe i can go wacky at certain pt of times..
like now...
i dunno wat i wanna say alr...
but i'm still typing...
and i am still typing...
and all tt's coming out are just CRAP...
see lah....
hahahaha...
okie i shall STOP!
ENUFF alr....