weeeeeee...
its another FUN day at dance prac...
only dancing can make me feel calm..
and not think so much..
it makes me forget all my worries..
and all my pain n miseries..
and more importantly...
DANCING IS MY LIFE...
*take it to the floor*

after all the ups and dwns that i've been going thru in r/s..
i've just gotten tired of being committed to someone else..
just not for now i guess..
when the time comes again next time..
i shall look into it...
but rite now...
seriously, i just dun want to be in a r/s now..
i'm scared of getting hurt again..
n i dun want to hurt anyone rite now..
esp those ppl that are just so dear to me..
but it seems like i'm stuck rite now..
i dunno how i shld explain things...
i know what i want..
but when i'm being asked why i dun want to be in a r/s..
i just cant seem to explain myself further...
can i just say..
i dun want to be committed for now??
is that acceptable??

SERIOUSLY....
i dun feel like thinking alr..
i wish i can not think of anything..
i wish my life is planned by someone everyday..
and not me...
who has to do all the thinking..
and plan my day...
i dun want...
really really tired already...
should i say i'm tired of living??
nah...
i enjoy my life..
but i dun enjoy the *tooooot*s that happen along the way..
thankfully, i'm glad that i'm too busy to even care about myself..
seriously..
very very busy..
but sometimes...
u cant deny that at nights before u go to bed..
ur mind start thinking..
n when that happens...
GAWD...
all the NEH-NEHs n BUNS n MUFFIN n CUPCAKES start baking...
*hehhe..peiru its not copied k?*
argh....
u know what i need now??
I NEED A PURE CHOCOLATE from coffee bean...
n i need to DANCE...
i need more of it...
more...

*n i need you...
just you...
who can love me...
but not hurt me...
n whom i can love...
but not hurt u in return..
i just need you around...*