once again..
shit happens...
guys...
trying to say that they are able to take all the shit tt happens..
but when it really happens...
can they take it??
one answer...
NO....

so why say that u can when u cant??
i've said it...
stop expecting something out of nothing...
but then...
guys will be guys...
when girls give them hope...
they dun take it seriously...
but when girls just dun give them any signals..
they say girls are arrogant bitches...
whose the NEH-NEH freak???

SHIT HAPPENS...
k????
it always does...
nothing will ever go the way u think it will..
and as for u....
stop telling me u can handle things when u cant...
u think i'm lying??
that's up to u...
i mean it when i say i'm not just the girl next door....
i'm more complicated den u think...
and U....
stop saying that i am disappearing...
when U are the one who'se always disappearing n then appearing sayin crap to me..
AND U....
stop saying that u are heart broken...
i know what u are trying to put across..
in the first place...
it was just a friendship...
u wanted sth out of it...
but when the truth was told...
u start to hide away from me...
and to u...
u've ruin sth that was meant to be so special to me...
its over oki??
over......
whether officially or not...
to me its over..

and to u.....
u were there...
always...
but i didnt notice..
i always tot of u as a fren..
as someone whom i always cld turn to when i am down...
but little did i realise that what i was searching for...
was just rite in front of me...
but isit really going to work out...
we shall pray n see...
u've given me ur understanding..
ur respect...
ur trust..
and more importantly...
u are u...