been sometime since i visited this place called BLOG.....

been very busy with loads of things..esp with the A levels just a mth and 2 days away..hmm...i shan't deny the fact that my nerves are jumbling up all over again...i dun und why i'm putting myself through loads of trouble and stress when i can just get it done and over with like mths ago...

hahaha...i guess tt's who i am..i like to take up so many challenges..put my own life at the stress level tt i just cant measure..try out so many different new things..and just take risks that i never tot i can ever do..been that way since young...always in any performances that is ever happening in school..then when in sec sch..joined 3 different CCAs..all three holding different posts and responsibilities which makes me run wild here and der in sch...den in JC..decided to try a new sport which made me end up with a blue and black eye..hahaha...and now that i've ended sch...i'm still putting myself in lots of stress by taking up work and studying at the same time..but.....thankfully i'm doing what i love most..that's teaching..so i have no regrets..just tt maybe...i dunno how i will fair in my A's this time..been mugging alot at home...going home straight aft work to take my nap before studying...and its been like that ever since...GOSH!!!!when is this whole A level stress going to end!!!!!

oh wells...i guess i'm just nuts...a nut case..and even as i'm typing this..i feel that i'm about to go bonkers soon...hahaha...i dun even und what i'm saying now...GOSH!!!

Anyway, its the fasting mth...and i surely and definitely believe in the good things that this mth brings..and its going to be a mth of repention for me TOO...hahaha...i'm not a saint...but i aint a devil either..so what does it make me???a human lah...hahahah...okie..i shall stop rite here before i crap way tooo much...

to all u muslims out der...SELAMAT BERPUASA...semoga di bulan ramadan ini akan terbuka lagi pintu hatimu untuk beriman dan semoga akan tercurah rahmat terhadap dirimu semua....