sometimes when you lost a love one in life..it feels like you have lost everything..
tt someone have returned to the arms of god..or even just vanished from ur life..or perhaps he's just not there to be with you anymore..

and sometimes...you can move on with life..sometimes its almost impossible to do so..

in a few days time, its going to be 1 year since my dear grandfather passed away..
strangely,yesterday..i had trouble sleeping..
i could feel his presence ard me..
i dunno if it scared me..or it made me sad...
but i definitely missed him...

when he's still there, he always told us tt he's ready to go as he feels tt he has already accomplished life's demands..
and thankfully, he didnt had go through an aweful death..god took him away just like tt..unexpectedly...i can still remember the very day when i receive tt call from my aunt..
i dunno y..but somehow tt morning..i choose not to go to sch..i had this feeling tt i needed to stay home..like as if sth was awaiting for me..yet...did i least expect to hear the news first..especially when u are all alone at home..with no one to turn to the moment u got to know abt it..

its just all a memory now..and i everytime he comes to my mind..i cant help by shed a tear..remembering the coldness of his skin..the moment my lips touched his innocent face..
i pray tt may ALLAH always be with him..n may HE forgive him..