Tuesday, August 08, 2006
am i just too weak and scared..
tt i cant seem to be able to be angry with you for long..
sometimes i want to let u know how i really feel deep inside..
but i'm always silenced by what you have to say in reply..
am i always in the wrong...
or am i just unable to stand up for what i think is right...
or is it because i'm just afraid of hurting you...
or am i just too weak and scared...
i am human too...
i have feelings that i want to be let known...
and i want it to be known to you...
but i cant seem to put it across to u all the time..
coz somehow u always have a way to get by me..
and i cant deny tt what u have got to say is right..
but y cant u just listen to what i gotta say...
and feel the same way tt i feel..
y do i feel small everytime u get angry...
y do i feel helpless when i cant seem to let u know what i really want u to..
am i just not able to...
or am i just weak and scared...
maybe i am weak at heart....
tt when u start to lose ur mood i just keep quiet...
tt when i'm sad i cant seem to let u feel my sadness..
tt when i cry u cant seem to let u hear me weep..
tt when i'm in solitude i cant seem to let u feel alone..
and sometimes when i'm just angry, i cant seem to vent it out on u...
is tt why i'm breaking inside...
is tt why i feel so small in this world...
or is it just because i'm weak and scared...
i know tt i cant always get what i want..
tt's why i learn not to expect...
i know tt i cant always listen to my own wishes..
tt's why i learn to give in...
and i know tt i cant bear to lose you again..
tt's why i learn to love u with all my heart just like as if tml will nv come..
and i hope tt u do too...
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siimply CHOCOLATY;
[6:35 PM]-