First n foremost...gotta make a birthday wish..to my dear dear cousin..who has always been the cheery side of my life..though he may not be there with me often..but he always never fails to make me smile n laugh..he is definitely a medicine for sadness..n for that..u stay happy always oki??n remember to be optimistic too..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABANG AZFAR!!!

Its the start to a new month..n that gives me exactly 5 mths to complete my revision before the A-level atmosphere sets in again..it has been a whole week of studying for me last week..but the start of this week was a tough n physically demanding one that i didnt have the time to study..putting those worries aside..right now i got my dance practices to focus on..n a lot n a lot of dance practices..

the week started off with three straight days of dancing..starting bright n early at 8am and ended in the wee hours of the evening at 5pm..its as good as working..gosh, if only i was paid to do this..i'll be more than happy to do more of that..but unfortunately its just a volunteer thing so its loads of work n no pay..haha..well, me being me..i'm definitely not a morning person..so waking up so early in the morning is more of a chore..n i was coerced to get out of bed despite the tiny voice inside my head telling me to go back to sleep..which of course i did..haha..ended up coming to sch at 9 or 10am instead of the scheduled 8am..but that's alright..coz basically not much is being done in the morning..its not until aft lunch time that rehearsals got serious..n i mean dead serious..if its not for a 10min break..the words of the instructors will be.."oki..again from the top.."



anyways..i have a confession to make..
I miss MOHAMED ERAWAN very very much..
been sometime since i last saw him..the last time we went out he wasn't in a really good mood coz he was very very tired..aft all the physical things that army demand him to do..it really worn him out..so i had to be the understanding gf n let him have his space to relax..and of course that came at a terrible price..haha...i didnt get to see his happy n crappy side of him..what more getting the attention n love from him..

BUT...he's coming home a little early this week..n he shld be back home by tml night..so.....dearie..u shld have ample time to rest before we meet again to go out oki???
N u promised u'll take me out for a movie..so must make sure u dun be tired oki....
hehe....

till then..i shall wait for his return..n till that moment arrives..
I'M MISSING YOU SO!!!!

love u dearie..