been a really really long time since i last entry-ED something..alot has happen lately..n i guess life is always filled with its ups n downs..

first and foremost..ARGH!! it breaks my heart to say this.. but none of the university in S'pore has accepted my application..i guess, its alright..i've gotten over it coz i am being given a second chance to sit for the A levels again..n this time round i shall definitely make full use of it..with just less than 6mth left to the big date..i am now back to a full time student..just tt i dun have to go to sch now..n there is definitely some pros n cons to that..

Firstly..with no school..means no teacher's notes n guidance..n that will be a losing point for me coz a teacher's help is always needed in big exams..but looking on the bright side, i've got friends who are also going to be sitting for the exams together with me..and friends in need are friends in deed..i trust that phrase..furthermore, what's more important to me..is the support that my parents n DEARIE'S giving..tt's all that i need to complete my problem of overcoming the disappointment of not being able to enter a uni..

anyways...to make me even more happier..i've gotten my PSP!!haha..been waiting so long to get tt..and thanks to dearie..he was able to find me a shop tt was able to charge a lower price for tt super expensive thingy..haha..i guess he's always right..oki sometimes..but sometimes he's wrong too..HOWEVER..i must say, most of the time..he is like the other voice in my head tt always give me the right advices and always asking me to do the right things..n tt's why i love him so much..

speaking of him...HE'S POP is in 1 and a half weeks time!!!yippeee..cant wait for that to happen..den he'll be having his block leave..which means more time to be spent with him!!haha..however..now that the PANORAMA performance is just around the corner..practices have become more n more extensive..practices start at 8am in the morning n ends only at 5pm in the evening!!!gosh!!but i guess its oki..its a work out for me..been putting on the fats again now tt i'm not working n i'm so stressed out!!

why is life always like this??when will all this just end....